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| 27th December 2002 |
It's rain today in Bangkok Heavy rain in the afternoon... I wonder why it's still rain in this time of the year. Don't we have season anymore? I'm still alone... Went to see a friend that I knew for a long time but doesn't help much Or maybe I really went to the wrong place Or maybe I don't know what I really want Then I don't know where to go I keep coming back to the internet cafe again What's a day! Trying to get better...recovering myself...my mind Just realise that it so complicate to born as a human Have you ever been on the street? I was on the street...walking around...no place to go today Keep walking and walking... CHEER UP! That's what I keep telling myself in every 5 mins. Look at the people on the street Maybe Andrew is right...i should feel thankfull for my life compare with those people. Hmm...I don't know...maybe soon I will be no difference from them Things gotta get better...I walk to my apartment and got a question like.." when will you be able to pay for us" If I can't do anything in a few day I will have no place to live Then I will end up on the street (again) On the street in the rainy day might not so fun But someone told me that rain are the kisses from heaven I wish kisses from heaven will give something good happen in my life...fresh up my soul...cause it's live difficultly now Andrew...don't be worry...keep that distance as you want I will be ok...and I will survive.! |
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