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| 26th December 2002 |
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| " when you call out my name and you know wherever I am I come running to see you again winter,spring ,summer or fall or you gotta do is call and I'll be there...you've got a friend" I'm totally alone ... no friends around for a week now... I called and called Nobody is available...in the same time NOBODY Imagine...I'm a big piece of chocolat I will stand out in the sun Watching myself slowly melt Then pieces of mine will be in the stomatch of street dogs Hmm....weird...but beautiful Andrew...in this moment you suppose to be my best friend but...you hurt me more might not realise that...but you do You told me before you will come back on Febuary...today..you say...not a clue You told me you will send me money since the beginning of December today...you say...you won't send anymore Hmm...my boyfried is perfect! No matter what...I love you so much when I love someone so much I will be blind and that person can't do anything wrong..no matter what you always right...baby I have no more to say it's hurt....hurt...hurt I spend my life exploring the subtle whoring that it cost too much to be free I've been to paradise But I've never been to me |