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| Merry X'Mas |
| I wish I have a million socks now....Ha ha ha Maybe it's ok that I don't have any cause I'm not sure if I hang million socks...probably all of them will be empty in the morning anyway. I feel a little bit better from the day before...seem like I get use to with the situation that I have to be totally alone already. Think in a good way...this would be a good chance that I can have a coversations with myself quietly in the small room. Watch the only fish that I have swiming in the bowl. I falling in love with that fish already...cause it's nature of this kind of fish that it has to be alone...if I put another fish in the bowl they will fight untill one of them dead. Owner of my apartment held a party for the residents...I don't know any of them...even I have friends in another 2 rooms but they are not there cause they are still busy outside. It's so loud till I can't sleep...can't read or write anything. So...here I am...at the internet cafe ...ha ha ha Ask me...what I desire for the christmas... I wish I have someone to be with me ...I mean ...really be with me listen to me...go out with me...and enjoy the parties with me. Do I ask too much? Ok...I wish anybody who read this message will have a great time for this christmas ... Santa Claus might not exist ...but if he is the symbol of happiness I beleive that happiness could happen with anyone who open for it. |