| 19th September 2002 It's holiday...the day for myself ,no rehearsal and no plan to go anywhere . Wake up late ..cause can't sleep at night as usual. I wish I coud fly...I will fly to somewhere that have nicer air to breath than Bangkok . It's rainny ...wet and dirty. The rehearsal for " When a man love a man" is going good...one thing to worry is just how to make one actor who is Japanese speak Thai properly. A magazine will come for interview them tomorrow...I can tell that the question will be such... How come you decided to play in Gay story ? or..Are you Gay? I didn't feel really good today...tired ...not because of work too much...might be because I didn't really want today to be a holiday ...I don't wanna be alone. |
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| 20th September 2002 Maybe I shouldn't complain about holiday yesterday. I begin my work today at 2am! Make the document and create ideas for a launching product Slept at 7am and wake up early to continue work . Soon I gotta run for the rehearsal. It's ok tho....busy ...and fun. Much better than have nothing to do and bored with everything. Seem like it will rain again today ....been cloudy all day. I don't like Bangkok during this time. It's rain and getting colder and colder everyday. Not good. The most favorite month for me in Bangkok maybe March...not really really hot...rain maybe once a week and sunny everyday...make sky color is blue always. |
| 21st Sepetmber 2002 Beautiful day! I came back home from the office at 6am in the morning ...and sleep all day. No need to hurry...cause my director is not sure that one actor will be available for the rehaersal today. The play use only 3 actors, if one absence, others 2 can't do anything much anyway. I think I will try to make a homepage for this play. Might be good for PR plan tho. Sunny Day! I like it! Sunny but not too hot. This is so good...i wish Bangkok will give me this weather everyday. Ok...I should go to the theatre now...even there is no rehearsal but we still gotta have a meeting about setting , light and sound. This production will be beautiful...I know that. |
| 24th September 2002 Help! I need a minuite for myself. Work is fun..but work like me now is kinda crazy. No stop since wake up...only chance to sleep is when I can't stand to stay awake anymore. To be a dramatist is good for your soul...on the process of work you will learn a lot of things..you will see some philosophy of life. But it's tired sometime...hard work...less income. Sometime I ask myself...why I have to do theatre work...there is many way to go ...many work to do that less duty and gain more. The answer for myself is just the audience...to see their faces smile when the show end is worth for every sweat. Then...I have to be strong until that time. My body say" Jang...you need a rest" My brain say " Jang ...I don't wanna think about work...I have no energy to give you ideas anymore...give me a break" My heart say " Jang...your audience come first! " The first show will run next week...there are lots of things to do. Setting...lighting ...sound system...post poster ...place postcard...press souvenir. I love my work...I love my audience...I will survive! |