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Wednesday 24th November  isn't that really sweet lol. Still gotta think of a pressie to get him for xmas, that's if we last that long lmao! He admitted apparently that hes frigid well at least he int a liar goin: oh i got off with so-and-so. lol. Well im gonna probably put some of these blog entries into an archive folder soon cos it's getting quite big. Ive opened up Fairy Cakes but not many visitors x Nessa x Saturday 20th November Well he told Beth that no way did he fancy her so all is good. I fell out with sofi etc. etc. yesterday cos Lucy said that i was the only person who liked her out of all of em and apparently i said that to her, my arse bitch! Yeh rite, this is all i can remember:Lucy: its obvious sofi and anna dont like me Nessa: Yeh and how is it obvious? cos they dont Lucy: You don't have to deny it Nessa: Well there was one point when we all hated you cos you were being a bitch and at that point i kinda liked you but i also hated you. Lucy: So they do hate me! Nessa: Err.. no. I never said that. They do like you and so do i if i dint why did i invite u round for halloween? And thats all i remember lol. And its roughly around those lines! BITCH!!!!!! well ive got my site open Fairy Cakes I better get goin to lynn xx Cya xx x Nessa x
Friday 12th November  im goin out with TOM! Monday was the first time i held his hand woop! and we hugged lol. And every day on then we've held hands and hugged lol! im sooo happy! But i think he mite still have feelins for chloe i really dunno. I wanna kiss him etc. but i dunt think he wants to man... My lifes confusin im sooo happy. You know what i spend most of my time doin now? waitin at the phone for him to call but he doesn't... Ahhh! I dunno why i wont ring him lol, i want him to ring first to show he cares but i dunno what to talk about :S ahhh everytime i hold his hand i feel warm inside even though im shakin on the outside cos its so cold lol. i havent really spoken to him just himself ahh i have once when everyone abandoned us to talk and thats when i went over to hold his hand and that was like tuesday or wednesday. I don't think anyone actually visits this site, but it's just a lil place i can keep my diary at since writin in my proper diary makes my hand ache soo much! I love TOM! lol. Well im gonna go its "the time of the month" toodlez xx|x|xx
x Nessa x
Tuesday 2nd November Well long time no bloggin well its not that my life's boring even though it is lol. Well ive just start making my new site Fairy Cakes! And its kept me busy! Alott!! lol. Well over the Half term, on Wednesday the err.. [Goin to the calendar] 27th October, I went to London and i got a bit pissed off cos i wanted to go to NikeTown and then i decided not to as we were runnin out of time and mum was like going: Alex, your sister wants to go to NikeTown, we have to go there. And it was gettin to me real bad then on the way back my dad rang my Mum to say there was a disco on at Zoots and AngelCity were playing [Love me right and Do You Know] so i was like let me gooo! It was a teenages night at the Nightclub and you had to be over 14 but my dad and i think my mum are V.I.Ps there so the manager let me in. And i got to shake Lara's [head singer] hand woop lmao! She is soo pretty! She's dead skinny and talented lmao! And at the Nightclub while we were waiting, mum was dancing and like i just stood there drinkin and this fit guy of at least 14 tapped me on the shoulder and asked me if i wanted to get to know his mate and of course i was longing to, you know just to have a lil chat no more, and then there was mum! She went right up to him and said: Oi, if you wanna speak to her, you have to talk to me first, cos im her mother. They insisted that they were actually talkin to me but like they walked off in shame lol. Anyway everyone there are right sluts lol. Anywho.. Going on to Tuesday (well goin back) I went to a Safari Park in West Midlands and it was really cool, we saw a sea-lion show and then we saw some animals and then we went in the car and went through this drive-through and animals came up to you. The funniest was the Llamas lmao! They just stop in the middle of the road so you can go nowhere! lol. And they do the world's BIGGEST poos lmao. And they smell really badly! lmao! Well that's all thats gone through my life now onto todays blog lol...
Well today, i went to the 2nd day of the new half term at school. And you know about Tom and how i said he kinda fancied me? Well i kinda fancy
him but i found out he doesnt fancy me anymore lol... Well today everyone [boys, Tom, Toby, Luke, George, Mat] were taking mine, sofi and anna's
bags and throwing them and Tom got mine and Snoopy [a teddy of Snoopy that was attached to my bag] ripped off and he kept apologisin lol! And then
i shook his hand woop. lol to forgive him of course ;) and then i was happy happy and he keeps tellin me hes sorry lol. So good good, and then
Lotti tells me hes goin out with CHLOE I betcha he'll go out with her for a couple of days and by Friday MAX he'll dump her or she'll dump him.
lol. Im mean... Well i dunno now. Me Lotti and Anna had this convo on MSN to cheer me up and it was about [roughly some key words] oranges,
ambulances, blenders, paper cuts, funerals, ipod minis, cravins, chocolate and christmas. LMAO now make a convo with those words ;) Well
im off xx cya xx Saturday 23rd October  So im kinda upset about that...
Back to the site lol... I added some tutorials. And i am gonna tell ya now. You know my tables? well every page like the tutorial menu bit is exactly the same as this index page but the middle table is change. I don't think this is the way it's meant to be done lol. Because if i need to change one page, i need to change ALL the pages. Because i cant target links and i cant use the style.css sheets.
So if ya know what to do email me: [email protected] I am looking for a host so pleaseee if you can host me email me xx Well ya know the "right now" part? it'll only change on the index page. Not on the others because i can't be bothered to change them all. Well im off. Toodlez xx Friday 22nd October I am over Ben now... well im gettin there. There is no chance of us going out so its goodbye to him, his loss not mine. I went to Holly's Leaving Party Emma rang me at 6:10pm and she said if i was going and that she could take me and she was coming by my house to pick me up at half past! 20 mins to get changed! Goddd!
Anywho... I got changed and went to Holly's Disco. Ben wouldn't dance with me and me and Emma pissed this guy off called Ben but he wasn't Ben Davies and he told me his name was Bill or something lol. Ben wouldn't dance with me and then he got someone to ask Rachel to dance so fuck him. I made out that i fancied Liam lmao! So i was like chattin him up instead 
Pretty funny cos he wasn't buying any of it lmao. Im trying to get over Ben and it really pissed me off when he got someone to ask Rachel to dance. That's why i was soo annoyed at that disco but i told everyone i dint know why i was pissed off. I dunno if i wanna go to Rachel's disco... But it's just every time i stop fancying Ben, he does something like dance with me
and then i fancy him all over again and then its hard for me to stop again. And i betcha at Rachel's Halloween Party, he'll dance with me. But im gonna reject him, see how he feels. Im gradually getting over him but he's soo sweet - No Shut up Nessa... Anyway its 23:12 right now and im knackered. I did some pages in "The Girl" Section but i can't be bothered to do anymore.
Just to tell ya, The "goodies" section might take forever to put up because of PSP 9, they still hant emailed me back lol. **Over Ben** **Forget Him** **You don't need him** aww a shit day today and im seriously pissed off x well im gonna go now x Toodlez xx Nessa x Thursday 21st October **Later** Heyy! I added a link me button which was all done in Animation Shop because when i first had Paint Shop Pro 9, i had the date as March 31st So i changed the date to October 21st without thinking. And it said your Trial has ending  So i changed it back a couple of days and it said my trial was still ended
and that they suspected me trying to change the clock back so like i cant get Paint Shop Pro now, Im gonna try and get dad to buy it but no CHANCE! he would never get it for me its soo expensive i am sooo dumb  I feel like crying because of my Dumbness! Is there any other way?? Well i contacted Jasc Customer Support so hopefully
they can do something about it. My dollie site Fairy Cakes which is coming soon, has to be on hold for a while, while i sort out the PSP problem x Toodlez xx Nessa x Today was such a hilarious day! We went on the bus to Norwich at 10:20 and we tried on all these manky crappy clothes at TopShop I wore a farmers shirt lmao! and a long flowy skirt, stripy black and white And we did catwalk etc. Then later on I went to H&M and bought a fairy wand and some
fairy wings and then we went to New Look and i dropped the wings ! So i went back to get another one. And then we tried some Okish clothes up in New Look, that's when we met up with Lotti and Edie, we found this massive disabled (i think) changing room so all 5 of us (me, anna, sofi, lotti and edie)
went in and got changed lmao ! Then we sprayed deodrant etc. When we went out the clothes assistant lady said to us: Don't spray deodrant and don't wear clothes that don't fit you! - That was soo offending ! Im a Size 8/6 and all the clothes i got to change into were 8s and 6s! Then when i went up to put
my clothes on that changing rack thing, she pushed my hand out of the way and told me to put the clothes back myself! Cheek! She gets paid for that stuff so we turned round the corner and dropped all of our clothes on the floor! Then we left lol. Oh, and when we walked past the 2 assistant they looked us
up and down and started laughing  ! Now if i was with my parents they wouldn't have done that! Sofi's mum took us home as she was doing some course thing. Haha so that was pretty funny :P Well im going to start on some of the navigation links so talk to ya later xxx Nessa x Wednesday 20th October I have fancied this guy called Ben for agesss like 2 years now. lol! And well this other guy Tom he asked me out well he got Lotti to ask me out :S and well i wanna go out with BEN! lol. I think he likes me too because well we danced ;) at Amies Disco which was lots of fun! I am over the moon that i danced with him haha! I felt soo happy! lmao! Ben is brown haired with brown eyes, tanned, he has a lisp which i think is sooo cute! haha. He wears this hoody that used to be blue but he washed it and it turned a yellowy colour with red splotches lmao! Hes soo sweet! Well there you have it. Tom is alright but i think i like him as a mate or maybe a teeny weensy bit more ah well. My birthday's in March woop! Don't underestimate me ;) just cos im 12 haha, noone would ever guess im 12 haha. So there you have x My first diary entrance lmao. Im gonna add more stuff  Toodlez xx Nessa x My Tagboard
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