Everything I hate by Lora
creaking armchair,
squeaky doors,
rattling banister,
groaning floors,
running water,
steaming shower,
singing holy holy,
I sit and cower,
Water stopping,
a chesty sneeze,
heart beat racing,
I wait for the sleaze,
creaking bathtub,
thudding feet,
I pray for the day,
me and my maker will meet,
creaking floorboards,
handle turning,
heartbeat racing,
stomach churning.
doorway lightens,
lips are shaking,
gripping blankets tight,
fingernails breaking.
heavy breathing,
wandering hands,
my heart is screaming,
nobody understands.
every sound,
and every smell,
is my life, my nightmares,
my living hell.