| Lunchtime... Its was a Great day one of those days when you know everything is just perfect. I had nothing to lose. Hopefully I`ll meet her later in the park after lunch. It was our routine to see each other inbetween work. I had not been very well that week and working just made me more irritated.I guess I took it out on people especially Zoe, still I missed her at lunch. The stranger who helped me to get up phoned for an ambulance. Within minutes, I was on my way to hospital. Time seemed to slow down and I think I must of blanked out. Since then I am fine, I honestly don`t know what happened. Stepping out into the street was chillin, I felt the cold air fill me. I expect to grab a taxi to get home. Poor Zoe I expect her to miss me at lunch. I was gonna ring her but I better explain in person, so she won`t get too upset. As I hailed the taxi I couldn`t get any response, I expected as much as its always hard to grab a cab in this area. Walking back home I tried to take the short cut through the dark allyway. Normally spooky at night, I just carried on it was all I could think of. To go home and sleep it off what ever that was bugging me this morning. There seemed to be more spooky noises tonight then usual, but thats the thing when you walk down a dark ally. There seemed to be a voice that calls me, god knows if I was imaging it or not but I ran just to get away. As I ran in the corner of my eye I can see the street light pass and more and more each light seemed to flash by. I couldn`t see anyone in the street but for thest shadowy figures around me. It seemed like a weird trppy game that I was playing. The next street up I could reconise the road. Everything seems to go back to normal and I was happy to walk back, as this was normal route home. The no one answered the door, I could understand as it was kinda late. Sneaking to the back of the house was easy and grabbing the spare key under the mat was even easier. I passed the cat which seemed to hiss at me, the little creep. Just to get even, I`ll feed her in the morning. Tiptoeing upstairs and getting to my room was done with military precistion. But as I got in, I had found Zoe there in the arms of someone else. In fact I found a lot has happened since this morning. I screamed at the bitch and almost grabbed the lamp to hit her but calmed down. Some how this won`t make a blind bit of difference, it won`t make any difference at all. It seemeds I had Died at luchtime around one year ago, and anywhere I go I end up in Zoes bedroom. For wahtever I did, good or bad I find myself in HELL...... |