Ever since Ashley left, I've been worried that I will be next. My initial plan was to use Ashley and ride her to the top with me. Obviously, it didn't work. I think that we were to loud the night before and it got mad people upset. So now, I'm hoping that the roomates in the house won't make me their next target.
In the kitchen, Daniel was really upset. He says that he over-heard Jill talking to the cameras about him. She called him a looser or a punk. Well Danny got really mad about it. He should have told me erlier. I would have set her straight a long time ago. Now, I wish that I would have listened to Marisol in the beginning and vote off Jill. But no, I had to be hard headed and vote of Ryan. Now I see why half of the houseguest wanted her out. She's nothing but trouble. I'm going to have a little talk with her.
Jill just started something again. She is getting herself into a lot of trouble. If she wanted to be mean and evil, she should do it like me. I stay quiet and nobody thinks I do the things I do. I'm just simply brilliant.
I don't think Jill could play the game like me because she's just too....vocal. She says everything, nothing is secret about her. She let's you know whats she's doing and when she does it. Jill is very straight forward. If you ask me, she should have been a judge.
When I was coming from the bathroom, I saw Jason in his usual spot. He asked me to come over so he could talk with me. He said he was sorry for trying to pressure me to join his alliance. He said he just wanted to win, but he really dosen't care anymore. He says he has a successful career and has a new love interest in his life, Sarah. I thought that was very nice of him to tell me that. He was the bigger man in this situation and I appreciate that.
I finally had my word with Jill. I saw her in the living room lighting the fireplace and I told her I needed to have a talk with her. I told her not to crack jokes on Danny anymore.. She flipped out. She yelled at me saying that she can do whatever she wants to do. She sayed that she was older and smarter then me. I don't know about the smarter part because I'm a med student.
Anyway, I yelled at her saying that she didn't no have no right to talk about anybody. She really needs to look at herself because she's not perfect.
Then, she screamed back and said watch out because your next and stormed out of the room. I think she threatened me. She didn't need to flip out on me like that. I was just telling her to stop messing with Danny. She has a bad attitude problem.
Big Willy over there is trying to get bold in my face. He obviously dosen't know who he's messing with. I can't believe that he tried to make me stop talking about Dan. I can talk about whoever I want. I don't care who it is. I speak the truth. Nobody, I mean nobody, is going to ever shut this black princess up.
Daniel is a nice boy. He reminds me of my younger son Dillon. There both quiet and mysterious in some way. I never really talked to Daniel before until today when we past each other going down the stairs. I am about to cry because Daniel reminds me soo much of Dillon. (SOB) I miss my children soo much.
I never thought that Cathleen would have 3 kids. She's so young looking and she acts young too. Her personality is like my mothers. She sure dosen't look like her though.
Anyway, Will told me that he finally confronted Jill about the whole thing. He said she didnn't regret any of it. That's not good man. People like her make people like me want to hurt them. But, like she said, I'm too weak and I punk. I just think things not say them. She's the opposite of me. I'd rather be quiet and a punk then be a loud mouth a@# wh*le like her. I can't believe I said that. My Pops is gonna kill me!
Me and J are havin mad fun. Me and him are playin football in the living room. That's crazy right. Back at home, the living room is the sacred place were nobody could enter. We're like little kids in a candy store. This is mad fun. Ova hear J, pass me the ball man. Got to go playa. Catch you on the flip side. Goal!!!!
I use to like Will but now I can't even stand to look at him. He is annoying. Every ten minutes he wipes crap off his sandles. Who does that? He thinks he's so good looking too. He primps himself in the mirror. I can't even believe that somebody would be engaged with a guy like him. He's a freakin Madonna with a jock strap on.
The winner of the challenge is immuned from the eviction tonight and selects the only to houseguest who will be evicted tonight. Out of the two houseguest, the other remaining houseguest vote to see who leaves.
I nominate Dan and Will. Daniel, you told Will what I said about you and now Will won't leave me alone. So one of you has to go.
I knew if Jill won, she would put me up for eviction. She's just like that. I really don't want to go home though. I want to win but I don't want to see Daniel go home either. The houseguest are going to have a really hard decision with this one.
Elise: I want to see Daniel go because I'm pretty sure he voted for me yesturday.
Jason: I would like to see Dannie leave because he never communicated with me.
Jill: I want Will off because he got in face.
Marisol: I need to see William go. I don't have a real reason. I flipped a coin(SOB)
Phillip: William
TJ: I'm votin out Dan. He can't be a punk up in my house.
Jill on the other hand is too much trouble. She should keep certain things to herself. I knew that she would have rather gotten Danny off but since I defended him she wanted to get rid of me. I think she was threatened by me. Anyway, best of luck to everybody in the house except Jill. Bye.