Soul Deep
Have you ever tried to look into my soul?
the pain of terrors past
the self wraith ever present
the sound of hopes being crushed
screaming for mercy
the longing to have good friends
trying to reach out
only to have anxiety take over
chains bound by myself
to hold me back
fear the ever ruler
causing chaos and mayhem
from within
to tear myself apart
all the windows to look into
are covered with illusionary happiness
only thing any one sees
is the illusion
never whats really there
false smiles
and fake laughs
all to hide the pain
ever wanting
never receiving
what I really need
this is what once was
and will never be again
fear rules no more
self destruction
has become self creation
pain flickers in and out of existance
but happiness is whats always there
the darkness gone
the light shines through
for ever more
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