Negative Semblance
I find myself back again
in the same place
the infinite pain
tearing at my soul
I held hope
I was happy
and suddenly it came crashing down
this is more than a slap in the face
this is a knife in the heart
with a twist for good measure
I had a taste
of what I'll never have again
what sort of sadistic torture is this?
I try so hard to be happy
but all I get is sorrow
I don't cling to it
it clings to me
it doesn't matter how hard i fight
or what I do
the end is always the same
even if I see it coming
or if I'm blind to it
maybe it's just bad luck
maybe I'm cursed
all I can do
is to keep trying
to be happy
even if it is a hex
one day
I won't feel like I'm all alone
shedding crimson tears
one day
I will overcome
and I'll be truly happy
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