.. A Feel for Christ

All of these questions stirring up inside of me, what can it be? This place of my existance is doomed, but do I see it? Everything around me is dying, I don't see it?! Am I blind? Am I dead to this world? Suddenly, I feel it. Something different, I feel.. well? Neh, not here, not now. But this feeling is so warm. Could it be? A Savior I have so longed for? Yes. One to get me out of this wretched place. What is his name? It's a little fuzzy, but is becoming clearer and clearer and stronger and stronger in my heart... CHRIST! I feel it! I must proclaim! Save this world! But can I let Him in? Is it possible? What will the world think? Oh, if only I could save them. If only the world could here this beautiful, mellow music playing in my heart for the Savior now.. If only the would could feel this peace. Christ, let them listen.. and let me be heard!

--30.12.02; 11:49 AM