It's never been an easy task for me to sit down and write about my personality because I find it difficult to be totally objective about myself. Somehow, it almost sounds absurd to me, but I can always try.

Part of this was mentioned in the bio already. I am an honest person, I am honest and true to myself and with that, to everyone else. It used to be normal for me to lie to keep myself out of trouble, and eventually, not to hurt others. But I don't do that anymore. It would make me feel like if I was faking things, and there is nothing about my personality I want to fake anymore. If you asked me for the one thing that is worth dying for, I would say truth. If there is one thing that I put on the first place in my life, it is truth, in everything I say and do. Somehow I have come to think, and all that seemed to really matter in the world was truth, because everything else seems based on it. I used to think it was love, but love does only really matter if it is based on truth.

I have become a pretty self-confident person, although I'm still struggling with self-esteem sometimes. Yet, I know that I have improved a lot. I used to avoid crowded places and sometimes even skipped a tram when it was crowded because I was afraid someone could say something stupid to me. No one did, but I was scared. Today it's different.
I still feel more comfortable in places that are less crowded because I don't mind being alone and I still am the one I get along with best. I do have friends I hang out with and that I enjoy having around, but I am quite subtle at keeping them on a certain distance. I don't trust many, I can count those few on one hand.

I like to look at myself as an independant person, as someone who doesn't depend on others in any way. Everyone does, in some way or another. What I want is live a life on my own, in my own world that is my way. I don't say that I don't want relationships of any kind, all I say is that I do not depend on others. It's been myself to get me out of crap, not because I didn't have people that would listen, but because I couldn't tell them, the fault is on my side. If you want to call it fault anyway, because I don't see it as a necessarily bad aspect, it's just different than most.
I don't believe in waiting for others to help you. I think that all you can rely on anytime, is yourself, and you should only depend on your own help.

Although I can be a bit selfish at one point or another because it's a way to protect myself of getting hurt. Though I consider myself quite easy to have around and not too complicated since I speak my mind clearly and don't talk behind anyone's back. I am helpful to those I like, those that I think really need help, and those that deserve being helped.

I doubt pretty much everything society considers the greatest thing and happiness, I dislike most of the standards and rules that are set by society. I used to follow them, I tried to, and every time I fell. It was a long time and partly hard and difficult for me to get to the point where I am today. I've never been as free as I am now. I am free because I want to be. Because I deserve it.