January 24th 2001

I'm doing good, tired, as always, and a little frustrated. I might write a longer entry going into details later tonight, if I feel like it, that is. At the moment being, I don't see any need to talk about it, it doesn't keep my thoughts spinning enough and it is not worth thinking about it just to have something to write down.

Moreover, I will write the content for Reach later. Last night, it got me at once and I started writing. I got my bio, my personality and my 'present' pages all done yesterday. I say that with a smile on my face because I'd never been able to define myself, or my current situation for a few weeks until now. And the bio - talking about my past, actually think about it all over again was something that wouldn't kept me sane, it would have killed me.

I got caught talking to Jos� today, in Physics. Every other teacher would have thought that I was explaining something to him since his German isn't too good (he's an exchange student), but my Physics teacher instead asked me a question. Of course, I couldn't answer it, how should I have? Then she told me to stop flirting with Jose. Yes she did say 'flirting'. That really made me mad, really. I have a boyfriend and don't flirt with other guys. No I don't. Flirting..haha. Stupid person. Argh. Such little things really make me mad sometimes. I knew she knew I wasn't 'flirting' with him. I just sad 'thank you', but as told later, it was obvious that I was mad. That's nothing I regret. My teacher looked at me in this weird way, and for a moment I was wondering if it was a joke and if I should better laugh. No I did not, actually it even made me madder that that might have been intended to be a joke. Now, come on..

School wasn't too great today. My French exam went ok I guess, of course there were questions about texts I'd never heard of before. But I think I did pretty well in the grammar exercises, and my comment turned out pretty good too. That's what I think, after all I don't have the result yet.

I took the pictures from my birthday party to school today, they liked them a lot. I have to admit, most of them turned out very well. There are two really nice ones of me and Siya, and the pics of the snowball fight were just fine too. At least those that got developed and that weren't too dark. I will scan some of them, my personal site is still waiting for the visuals anyway.. It will have fantastic content, can't help but be arrogant about it..

My internet connection has been weird lately, I can't connect to certain sites. Emote.org, Manifest-angel sites, a couple of domains..very weird. I wonder if Rebecca reads the journal. If so, hi Rebecca!!:) *waving* Would you do me a favor and email me at [email protected] ? Need your email address. Yours is one of those I can't memorize. Yeah, shame on me..*sigh* Anyway, love you!!:)

I should get offline and start writing for Reach, I should iron my brother's shirts, and clean my aquarium.

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