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January 23rd 2001 I'm very tired, again. I've been online for way too long now, but it's not important. I have a French exam tomorrow but I don't have a lot to study left anyway so I don't even feel bad about not being studying right now. My dad is sitting alone in teh living room watching tv, it's very likely that I'll go over to him in a few minutes when I'm done here. He doesn't like being alone, he's not the kind of person that is in the best company when he's alone. I know I don't mind being alone, I get along with myself pretty well. But no him. Sometimes it looks like if he kept himself from thinking. If you don't understand this, it's not your fault.*shrugs* Marco has been extremely annoying lately. He says that nobody understands him and that nobody helps him. It's all crap. For the past few weeks, I've been supporting him and helping him whenever he needed to talk or needed advice, no matter how I was doing myself. I still encouraged him when everyone else was telling him to stop. Then that girl told him that he was a too good friend as that she'd fall in love with him. It hit him, but again, he had someone to listen, me. It really got annoying after two hour talks, but I never just gave him the slightest hint that he was getting on my nerves, I kept listening and giving advice and comforting him. Today he asked me what to do, because he still liked Anita that much. I told him to keep fighting and to get her flowers. he said he wanted to keep fighting so he just needed some encouregement in my opinion. And he kept asking how he should do it? My answer was that he should get more active, instead of sitting around, drowning in self-pity and complain about friends that don't stand on his side anymore, as he said. O-kay, then he told me to stop telling such crap and to understand him a little better. He said I was heartless and stuff. Hello?? I was really mad at him, I was trying to help him and encourage him, and he called it 'shit'. |