Febuary 20th 2001

Yesterday happened so much worth writing about but I didn't have the time. There is this new rule that I may go online only after 6pm now, and yesterday evening I visited an information meeting at a different type of school, just to check out what alternative I have. My parents came along, of course. It started at 7pm, which meant we had to leave at 6.15pm. The information thingy lasted till 8.45pm, we went home and then had a long talk about school and whatnot. I just had time to post new reviews before I went to bed, I couldn't even reply to my mail. Yesterday after school, I talked to my History teacher, which my dad had gone to yesterday morning, because of my current situation with bad grades etc. I got comfortable around him after a while, and we had a good conversation I think. I have always liked my History teacher. I'm not sure what he thinks of me, but I suppose it can't be all that bad.

I'm tired, really tired, I want to sleep but I also want to write here. I'm getting really sad again, for which reason ever. I can't wait to get out of here. Oh by the way, I bought two new shirts today. Shopping just for fun has been becoming a habit of mine lately, the need of having new things. Maybe a sign of how much I need change, maybe not. I want my hands to stop trembling and to feel the sunshine on my face and the wind in my hair. Please

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