The past two days were pretty good, I spent most of them at Armin's house with him and Tobi. Armin has an own apartment about 20 minutes by bus from my house. I went home right after school because I needed to take our cat to the vet. I knew Tobi had gone to Armin, and he sent me an sms if I wanted to come over too when I'm home from the vet again. So, I went home afterwards, had dinner, and went to Armin's house. it was 6pm when I got there. My mom wanted me to be home at 10pm, but I missed the bus and called her that I'd be late. I had my dad on the phone first and he totally freaked out, so I said I'd go back (from the bus stop) to Armin's house and call for a taxi from there. Geez, it was such a big deal to them. When I came home at 10.30pm, there was so much tension in the air, and thinking about how my dad must have freaked out that I wasn't home earlier, with all his yelling and whatnot, and thinking about how my mom probably had tried to calm him down, I was wondering if all this actually was necessary. It was an overreaction, somehow, because there's not much reason why a 18 year old girl should be home by 10. There are enough street lamps and people on the street, so it's not really dangerous. And when I am somewhere, I'm having a good time there and I have to go because my parents want to have me home, then it does feel not right. Since I came home so late yesterday, I was supposed to be home at 5pm. I called my mom and told her I'd be late, and after a while, she agreed that I had to be home at 7.30pm, because my dad was getting mad already again.

It's weird because it seems ridiculous, on the one hand. I guess I was growing up my parents missed the phase when they should have realized that they should let me go and let me go my own way, live my own life. It's not normal that they tell me to be home by 10pm, no other 18 year old gets restrictions like that. I'll talk about that with my parents on the weekend, because I don't see any sense in having to be home when they tell me so. I want the freedom others have at 18. We'll see, maybe I can make them understand the way I think.

Tobi and I had to go to some office after school to get his bus ticket; his is paid by the state, he's lucky. I only have one brother and have to pay it myself, not fair. Anyway, we met Armin there and went grocery shopping afterwards, and took pictures in one of those photo boxes, fuuuun!!;) Then we hung out at Armin's house, till 7pm. Tobi had to get the train at 7.25pm because he was going home tonight, and I left with him. It was a fun afternoon, I liked it.
I'll have a quiz in English tomorrow, and maybe one in Economy and Social Studies too. It's 10 at night now and I haven't studied anything yet, but I'll look through it before I go to bed. School has been going amazingly good, I'm rather surprised.

I have a copier, look. She copied and pasted my whole source code, the graphic, and my entries. One smart girl.
Ermina has a beautiful new layout up, I really really love it hon, it looks great!!:) Topaz has a new layout up too, I love her art!!:) Looks great!!
I registered at theRose-madder.net Boards yesterday, so far I've liked it there. It seems to be a nice place, not really huge right now and it has a nice atmosphere to it, somehow.

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Wednesday night, doing okay, drinking water, listening to 'Eternity' by Robbie Williams, working on the layout

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This layout is especially dedicated to those I love, my friends, particularly to my best friend, Ermina, and Ris, who have helped me so much the past few weeks.

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"I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dryrot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time."

"See you and me have a better time than most can dream of, better than the best, so we can pull on through, whatever tears at us, whatever holds us down, and if nothing can be done, we'll make the best of what's around."

"Sometimes...sometimes you meet somebody and you know that whatever you did before, whatever your life was before, it must have been right....nothing could've been too bad or gone too far wrong, because it led you to this person. You're that person." from The Hottest State, by Ethan Hawke

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