Will it ever end
Will it always go on
Will the heart break
Or just go on tortured
like a soul caught in pergatory
Will it be as it is now
The razors of sin
cutting up love in
fine crumbled pieces
or will the angeled one
come from above
cover it all
holding it safe in wings of
compassion and love
You thought is was gone
Buried beyond years of denial
You hid it well and continued on
Years of misery peaked by a laugh or two
Is this all there is?
Never daring to ask the question
just below the surface
Closer than you ever knew
Starting with a hello
It chipped away
Happiness just a word away
Dare you say it?
Take it for truth?
Is it really all that wrong?
Is the breath I take worth life without you?
The fall leaves would not be as beautiful
Without your smile the day would be gray
But most of all without your love
Life would be simple
Conform to Society, they drill
Happiness is futile
Pickets fences on the outside
Barbed wire on the inside
Break free with the truth
Stand tall and proud
Love who you will
Be true to yourself
And fly free
Take my hand
Trust in me
I know your scared
Just hold tight
So am I
Lean on my shoulder
I'll hold you
Let you cry
I'll live for you
I'll bleed for you
I'll sing for you
And yes I will die for you
Take my hand
Trust in me please
A fire in My belly burning hot, burning bright
A blazing desire bringing My mind out of the darkness
My soul from the depths of hell
My body from the icey clutches of a horrid loneliness
Bringing Me back to life as I reach
to feel the power
to feed off your gift
Fueling My soul back to life
The soft caress of the leather
in My hand as I breathe in
the musky scent of the
woman before Me
kneeling
offereing
surrendering
to
Me
I am Me
I am alive
I can breathe again
Your eyes melt me into Your soul
engulfing me in
a warmth that overwhelms
my senses
pushing them into overdrive
Sending to the skies
only to bring me to my knees
my head falling back
my throat exposed
to Your will
to Your power
over my heart
over my mind
over my soul
even as i climb to my feet
it is only to follow You
whereever You lead
my desire
my will
is Yours
to mold
to tease
with a look
with a glance
i am Yours
she leans back willingly
as She demands her
gift of submission
with a look in Her eye
her heart pounding hard
as she wills herself
to hold fast to the wall
only to fall to her knees
tearing her heart out
selling her soul
to the One she loves
Sitting in your world alone with the cold everyday life passing by day in and day out. Not knowing one from the next a never ending blur of dates and times go here, do this only to come back home and sit in your world once more alone with the cold
You awoke with a start, something was there you could feel just at the edge of your senses. You reached and searched yet gave up learning to accept the rejection of what you feel is not yours to have. But it stayed torturing, tormenting you pplaying in your emotions, tickling over your skin
all new and strange yet right , but yet you still could not grasp it, could not look it in the eyes could not see it really existed outside your mind. Until the little whisper a tiny yet strong voice lifting up out of the depths, whispering across your heart, sending you images of fantasies you never knew you had
"look up I am the one you seek"
"know I am the shadow on your mind"
"Feel I am the beat in your heart"
"see that I exist more than just as the poet in your soul"
I am just trying to do more than wake up every morning and sleep everynight
There has to be more in between.
I looked inside, I looked outside, I looked down the street, Where is it to be seen
All I want is to see a dream come true
All I want is to stop singing the blues
I am trying to do more than eat on the run,
Trying to see the flowers and the trees as we race by
I looked inside, I looked outside, I looked down the street, Where is it to be seen
All I want is the see a dream come true
All I want is to stop singing the blues
There has to be more than making the money to pay the bills
There has to be lil joy sometimes
I looked inside, I looked outside, I looked down the street.
Can't you tell me how to see the dream come true
Can't you teach me a different tune
I must be in the wrong nightmare.
Blood bring forth life or death
Bring forth devotion and surrender
A gift, an offering
of love, faith and loyality
I pull my honed blade and hold out my arm to you
and run the edge over the unprotected flesh
Letting the life force seep from me
in your honor
Watching as the drops of blood
drip to the alter erected for you
In the name of the four elements
Air
Fire
Earth
Water
I pledge my life to your service.
If I could only hate you just a lil
this would be so much easier
I wouldnt crave your touch
look for your lips on mine
If only I could be what you wanted
life would be so much simplier
But I know you cant be with me
when she has you tight in her arms
Secure in her love
I know I cant be yours
when you are hers
If only I could get it together
My head screwed on tight
Maybe I could smile for you
See all you do for me
Can you be my lover?
Do you want to be?
But I know you cant be with me
when she has you tight in her arms
Secure in her love
I know I cant be yours
when you are hers
Every morning I see and long for the touch
Every night I pray Dont take what I have away
Each moment I get I will gladly take
Your love however you can give I wont turn away
I know I cant be yours
when you are hers
Secure in her love, Deep in her soul
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