i finally got back, i've been gone for about a year in America. Tara made me go ofcourse, she wanted to see everything. so we did. i didn't know America was so big. i wish i had payed more attention in school. then maybe i could of been prepared. Keara went crazy, when she had heard a guy had been alone with Raven in the house drinking. it didn't really both me. but she's a bit high scrung. but i can forgive her. drinking aint that bad, if ya do it right. i've got to try and get my drivers permit. i wanted to drive for a bit, but i haven't had the time. i'm quit new at cars. ok then.
August-19-03
Tomorrow is the day. i'm going to the DMV and i'm gonna take the test. hell i'm over a thousand, i need to get this done. everything so far is ok, but i'm tired, and i'm trying to get another job. who invented bills. if i ever meet that person i swear i'll kill them....most likely i wouldn't kill em. i would just mortally wound them. anywho, i got to stop thinking about this bad crap, it's messing around with my brain. more then normal. Keara says it's just the moon. but no, it;s not, i feel like somethings coming. something big!
August-20-03
Today is the day, i will be going to the DMV and getting my permit...or at least i shall try, i read the book over as many times as i could. and had Tara quiz me on it. i hope i pass. it would just be a strange feeling if Raven's got her's before me, and i'm much older then her. cross your fingers i'm hoping i pass.
August-21-03
well...i failed, i didn't know that i would fail that bad, i had read the book about fifty times. bloody trick questions, they screwed me up. thats ok though now i'll try harder and study more and try again. i hope the next time i'll get it. i'm kind of tired of my bike. everything is quit, i think a little too quit, i think i got that off a movie, but still. i need tog et some studying done.
August-29-03
i haven't writen manly because i've been tired, most these days...i'm alseep. i'm trying to remember what went wrong. well i know something went wrong. at least in history...i'm not making any sence. i'm talking about, well...when i was younger, i remember seeing this guy. but i barely remember his face. i know he had power but thats it. i need to try and remember who this guy was. i think he's still aorund.
August-31-03
i think i have figured it out...or maybe not, i don't know it came when i was remembering some stuff. two flashes of it went off. the werewolf Shadow Dancer when....he killed Ruby and the weird guy i remember, but i can't link it.
september-3-03
still can't figure it out, but it will come to me. someday, at least i hope it will come to me. it would be nice to know what the hell is happening around here. otehrs know, i've seen some people acting weird, almost twitchy in a way. i just hope it diesn't affect me, keara or Raven, they have enough to do at the time.
nov-24-03
This is really weird, becuase i try very hard to keep my head right. but i wish i knew more about shadow dancer, i want to find him. and maybe even kill him myself, Keara says i shouldn't....but for all the things he did, he should die. thanksgiving is soon. i hope it will be fun, this will be the first thanksgiving i have had with my whole family. well everyone who is alive i mean. i sure do wish my brother could be here, that would be fun. we could tell Raven all about her heritage, and her grand parents, that would be fun. but it will never happen. well Keara wants me to go and pick up a turkey, i should get a really big one :)
Dec-7-03
Raven's funny, i will never understand girls. it's just one of my many curses. she's acting weird, maybe she's in love...or something. i once knew a girl, who had a crush on my brother. and everytime she would talk about him or look at him. she went all...well to put it in easy words. she was just plain funny. couldn't women be easier to understand?