Wolff has been acting up, but why should i complain. Light intrusted me to watch him. does he even know what i've been through to keep him alive. i really shouldn't complain. it could be worse. then again it is. Manifesto says their's gonna be a war, i hope wolff stays home that day. what em i talking about, i can't just keep him locked up like this. he loves to be free. and he doesn't get that alot. i should tell him, that his mother is still alive. but that would only make him leave then he would go and find her. maybe. i don't know how he feels i wish i did. sometimes i wish i could get inside his mind or something. see what he's feeling and what he yerns for. i know he wants to be loved more then anything. he wants to be exsepted in to the pack. he wants to live up to his name. i never told him, but his name Damadar Wolff, the name came from a great shadow lord warrior, who lead an army in the first wars. i should tell him. but not yet.
August-20-03
Today i em trying out for a new job, i hate working sercurity, and now i will try on as a secritary. i hope i make it, i will make more money, and Wolff will stop complaining about getting his hair cut, though it looks ok on his slightly long. he just needs something to complain about.
August-21-03
well i got the job, the interview sucked, but i got it. it's strange on the fact that Wolff makes more money then me, and he's the one complaining about a hair cut. i don't know whats wrong wit him sometimes.
August-31-03
things have been crazy, wolff has been acting weirder then normal, and everything's upside down. i don't know whats going on, mabye it's just the talk about the war or something...
september-3-03
school will be strating soon for Wolff, poor boyo, he never did get the right education in Ireland. but this is our agreement, he can go back to Ireland if he gets a high school education. i just hope he passes this year, last year he didn't, so i hope he wont have to repeat his senior year...again.
Nov-24-03
God it has been a while, i try very hard to keep track of things, but then again, that never works out for me. thanksgiving is a great time...but then again, i wish we could all just get along. and have a good meal, it will never work out like i hope. Wolff doesn't have much family or friends. i wish he did, he would probley be different though, i would think that odd. Wolff is fine how he is. i think.
Dec-7-03
It's hard, to see Wolff as he is. For some odd reason he doesn't seem to be himself. i don't know why, maybe he's stressed...or something. i'm not sure, he told me once he'd stop drinking, and look what he does, he gets drunk. i'm getting mad at him, but i somewhat understand. life is tough for him, i just hope he stops.