Why didn't I ... ?
  Why didn't I complain when you put you arm around my waist?
  What was I thinkin' when I kissed you for the first time?
   
  Why didn't I figure out the reasons that made me fall for you?
  What was I thinkin' when I told you that I want to be your girl?
   
Why didn't I see that you were online all day waiting to talk to me?
  What was I thinkin' when I thought you'd never call coz you'd never care?
   
  Why didn't I know that I should talk to you when I had problems but not to  your friend?
  What was I thinkin' when I said that I couldn't trust you?
   
  Why didn't I think twice before I wrote the email to break up with you?
  What was I thinkin' when I clicked the 'Send' button as I felt my heart's broken?
   
  Why didn't I ... ?
  I never did think about the consequences before I make a decision;
  so now I'm lonely, I miss you
  I want you back
   
  What was I thinkin' ... ?
  I'm always asking myself the same question after I made the decision;
  so if we get back together, be warned
  prepare to split up again
   
  Why didn't I understand what I was thinkin' when I wrote this?
   
   
 

Liz Lili

 

2003

Why Didn't I ... ?

Poems

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