'The Endless Nothing' is something I actually wrote at work. I suppose I was depressed. The title I actually had stored away for a while and I was in the mood enough to put the words into the poem.
It feels like those tense silences
The ones where I can't find anything to say
Frustrated and nervous

It's like giving up
Wondering why I bothered in the first place
Drained and faithless

It sounds like an empty room
With no windows or doors so no air can get in
Closed and untouched

It's the pain that would surely come if I was denied your love
Forced to spend eternity alone in the dark
Sad and scared

It's like knowing from this life to the next is a continuous circle
Making the same mistakes because I didn't realized then
Learning and forgetting

And I'm supposed to go on
Faking my ignorance so my knowledge doesn't consume me
So I can continue with this endless nothing
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