Quick flashback! When I was about 16 or 17 I had a crush on this guy in school. He was the rebelious type. Gorgeous as all hell... or so I thought then. Now that I think about it now he seems like a puppy. God bless growing up and taste changes! He didn't have the best track record with his relationships but I had a crush on him none the less. But, me being the shy type I was, I didn't do anything about it. So I just stayed home and sulked and whined and complained to myself basically. Thankfully I got over it. And, hopefully, I won't go through a crush like that again.
What is this pain inside of me?

This pain that is so strong

I fear I cannot bear it

But something tells me that I must

What is this pain inside of me?

Is it something good?

Something bad?

Something that should be there?

Or something that should not?

I know I've never felt this way before

This pain

This ache...

Unbearable straight to the touch

Your touch

But will it hurt more without your so called love,

Or will it hurt more to turn my back and run?
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