I'd write you a gorgeous poem,

But my poetry does suck,

So screw this romantic bullshit,

Let's go down and have a FUCK!!

Sometimes I say: �I love you�,

To the mirror in front of which I stand.

I mean it, too. Loving someone else�

I always thought: �I can�t�

I don�t say: �I love you�

To anybody else

I love myself; it�s so true�

To the point of fireworks and bells.

But this might make it more special

When today I say for all to see�

�I love you, honey��

It�s no longer just me�

It's 11:22 a.m.,

and I am *so* not inspired.

I'm going on 36 hours

and I'm really Fucking tired.

So it's Valentine's day,

whoop-de-shit.

How Fucking stupid,

do they think we can get? (or, if you're from Kentucky...'git' )

A stupid holiday,

to make us buy cards.

and try to convince us

that guys have hearts.

Fuck 'em,

Fuck 'em, I say!

Fuck their black souls,

Fuck 'em today!

Balloons, and candies, and

chocolates, oh my!

Just so some Fucker

can tell you goodbye.

As if evolution

didn't suck enough

now they want us

to go looking for love?

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Lying in this bed alone

I feel the absence

of the contours of your body

against mine.

The way we fit together

when asleep together

makes me lie awake; restless

when we're not together.

No artificial heat

could be as warm

or comforting

as the closeness of you.

No pillow or position

can be a substitute

for having you

in my arms.

How did this happen?

I wonder.

How did I come to love you;

to need you so badly?

I think of your kisses;

dream of your presence.

I feel your embrace

even when you're not here.

Distraction...

my thoughts are always distracted

by this love for you

and the way you make me feel.

The person that I am

when I'm with you.

You make me better

than I could be on my own.

Forever will I love you, always

for the love that you feel for me;

for the joy that I have known

since I have known you.

There are times when I speculate

as to if you could possibly

care as much for me

as I do for you.

Know that it is only because the love I feel

is so wide; so consuming

that it seems to engulf whole galaxies

in its splendor.

It rocks me to the core,

and leaves tears in my eyes,

simply from thinking

about the depth of my emotions.

For the longest time now

you have lived in my thoughts

and my heart.

Denying any other semblence of rationality.

For someone who never truly loved before you,

and doesn't have a religion...

I think that it would be heaven

to fall asleep and wake up beside you, every day of my life.

I look back and wonder

how I lived each day

without this feeling;

without you.

And just as I cannot imagine

how I survived then...

I cannot imagine

a future without you.