Spinning around, arms out,
Dizzy, trying to grasp
Somethinhg solid.
Trying to steady myself,
Trying to stop myself hurtling
To an even sadder demise.
I can't stop.
I'm surrounded by a void.
I am a void.
I am nothing.
Inside nothingness with daggers.
I try to hold on
But they cut my hands.
They slice them apart.
I bleed. I bleed forever.
This sea of red is drowning me.
As I spin, I spray it everywhere.
It looks like a murder scene
In the dark
Because that's what it is.
I'm slowly being murdered.
Only i'm wishing i'll soon die.
I want an end.
I want an end to this unbearable pain
THta I am somehow expected to bear.
(c) 2002
L. Brown