| Kisses~~ "I can't handle this anymore! If I keep this up I am gonna need a rubber room! It is over! Finish, no more, as in done WITH! Oh...It is not near done, I don't even want it to be done! I want it to be starting and never finishing! Breath GIA! Breath! In, out,...in....out...in...out! Kay, now focus! It happen once! Only once, it won't happen again...oh...but I want it too! So badly. Or do I?! Oh girl you don't even know WHAT you want anymore! Kay, maybe you know that you want him...but! ARGH!" I slammed my hand on my desk! "Ouch! That hurt! Okay, so you kissed him! And he kissed you! No big deal right? I mean it was only a kiss...NO! It was more than a kiss! it was like being in heaven. All wrapped up in his arms. Feeling his tender lips on mine. Knowing that I would never feel that good. He said that it was only a kiss...so then he doesn't like me. No, that isn't true either because you pulled away. he probably figured that if he put his heart on the line that I would hurt it. Or give a bad response. Yeah that was it! It has to be." I got up and walked over to my bed. I sat down. "I want another kiss! I loved that kiss! It was...so...PERFECT! Why on this earth did I pull away? He wasn't pulling away. Did I have too? Or me...whatever! He never appeared to be embarassed that we kissed. He must have liked it... It could happen again. Maybe I should make them move. It I like him why not? See if he is responsive. Gia you are truly a genious. So, go march your bum down there and tell him and kiss him! Okay, I can do this! I know I want to have him as mine. Oh...he isn't ever HERE!" I feel on my bed. Put my face into the pillow. "AHHH!! Well, I guess I will just have to wait till I kiss him and tell him how I feel." |