With All My Love
Dear Harry
I know i have only been working with you and Leo for about 18months but i have thoroughly enjoyed that time with you. You have made the most horrific cases alot easier to deal with, just because you are there standing next to me or handing me a cup of tea in the staff room after a long day . I can't help feeling that there is something going on. something going on between us. I hope you don't think i am throwing myself at you because i'm not... yet. It's just that feeling i get when i'm with you, the feeling that i don't want to be with anyone else. The day we went to that conference i'd never been happier sitting next to you even though the talking from other pathologists was so horrificly boring. All i wanted to do was lean into you just as i managed to do after i was kidnapped. I'd never been as scared as i was then. I wasn't scared of being alone with the people who took me, i wasn't even scared of the guns they were carrying. The only thing i was scared of was never seeing you again, not being able to finish our previous conversation. My biggest regret would have been that i didn't get the chance to say what i am saying to you now. Please don't think of me as cowardly, not saying this directly to you but it's hard enough talking to you normally about a film or book or something without blushing like a tomato. The most fulfilling moment of my life was when you kissed me in the pub a couple of weeks back. I had never had a more romantic kiss from anyone as they didn't mean as much to me as you do. I am now finishing this letter as i'm supposed to be doing something for Leo, who is now walking through the lab. Boy he looks jolly angry, got to go
All my love,
Nikki <3