| Painful Memories:By Ceton Back Home Next I'm so alone I feel no pain As I sit here at the window Staring into the rain In the darkness There is safety But in safety There is darkness Whom do I believe? I remember your lies I remember your tales I hope you remember The pain you caused me You screamed my name You ran to my heart I wasn't afraid I let you come in Maybe I was crazy Maybe I was lonely You wooed me With phoenix songs I fell into a dream But you let me fall out Into this bottomless black lake In the end I turned the fool I cried for nights on end I wished for revenge For redemption For peace For help Something to take away my pain But somehow, Someway, I knew you were never worth it Forever I mourned Then it all suddenly passed Like sunshine after storm I opened upon a brand new world And I began a new life I'm so alone I feel no pain As I sit here at the window Staring into the rain In the darkness There is safety And in safety There is darkness Whom do I believe? |