4-5-00 DAVE SHAH IS COMING BACK!!!

After almost 3  years of not seeing him and about 2 years of not talking to him, he�s coming home.  I talked to him for over an hour yesterday.  He�s so breathtaking.  Just one of those people that�s exciting.  Just thinking about him makes me tingle! And what�s even better is that he�s totally straightedge.  We can communicate so well.  That�s something I don�t have with Jeffy � the only� well, one of the only things that�s really standing in the way of that going anywhere.  He comes home april 21st.  The first day of spring break.  He�s �totally stoked.� I say that too =) He asked me what I�m into, what I like now, what I look like� He�s into �running A LOT, writing A LOT� (after I said Running and writing A LOT)  He rock climbs, Mountain bikes (semi pro!) White water kyacking� so exciting.  I can�t wait to see him again!  I keep remembering how much fun we had when he was here, even if it was pretty much all during track.  I � oh man.. and he emailed me a picture of him and his ex-girlfriend.  Wow.  He�s the same and so different too.  She was pretty.  Good for him.  But � they broke up� who knows what could happen.  I�m not going to get my hopes up, but its good cuz he�s straightedge and River is not.  He�s saying how we�re going to hang out so much and everything�

4-6-00
As if it couldn�t get any more� full of options�

4-7-00 Friday

Yesterday I said I wanted a blue crayon.  Today there was one by my desk Delivered right to me.  Just like everything else.   *� *  Oh man! I really can�t wait!  

SO PURE!
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