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| July 8, 2001 |
| I just got some picutures developed. this one turned out especially well. i like the color saturation. i also have a darling one of ralphy doing homework. that will go up later. I'm sort of sick of workin on this page right now because i've been trying to get things done with it for the past hour or so and it's going far too slow for my taste. I've not really been doing much thinking about things or situations or myself lately. well, i have... but i dont know what they are right now so i'm going to limit this journal to mere events. yesterday i watched "life is beautiful" its a damn good flick. Rachel showed me the last five min or so while i was in her room critiquing her poetry one day and after seeing the whole things... well... WOW. I also got to see the godfather last night with jeffy and johnny. Like old times. it was fun and i love jeffy's parents! Then we went to Eatin' Park afterwards and i FINALLY got my apple pie with really good thick crust. I've wanted some of that all week and i was so excited that it was good pie. Steve, our waiter, was also really nice. And i got a smiley cookie and three crayons. go me. Friday night i came home from work (late.... we didnt get to close on time) and found one Naythan Maythan's car in my driveway. i go inside and he's on the couch talkin to my WHOLE family. it was weird.... our family isn't ever in one place... and here they are only nate is there instead of me. anyway... he got a few emails from em inquiring about that freeShakespeare festival in shaker heights and he was waitin for me to go. We were a little bit late because i was late coming home from work, but it didn't matter. it was a wonderful play (Much Ado about Nothing) and, like every shakespeare play i've ever seen live, it was performed outside. Shakespeare puts me in such a lovely mood. i think that i should keep that in mind if i get upset again. just go read/see some shakespeare and i'll feel better. music soothes the savage beast but it takes the bard to soothe a savage (or sad) helenke. i kinda want to buy a t-shirt from them. maybe next time. cuz i'm gonna go see those plays afew times each i think =) there is one on Thurs. at 630 if anyone is interested. thursday was a celebration day indeed. hehe. more on that later i suppose. and johnny boy, why were you soooo paranoid??? sheesh! i love fireworks muchly. they're soooo trippy cool. it was depressing to hear a guy say "i could go to the fair to see my kids... but marijuana is more important so i'm going out to the west side." i hope that no one i know ever gets like that. Wednesday, parties with erin lisa paul jeffy then a trip to johnny's house, icecream at home, ed with nate so we could tape it, people popping by my house... and more people.. and more... and a monsoon... and no fireworks. Went to see some amateurs and then to pete's house for a bit. he's a nice dude. funny. they're all funny. and now we are back to today: I get so frustrated... with me and with people and they way things are never the way they should be. and i get so frustrated.... Can you see me? see me reeling>? can you hear me>? Hear me SCREAM? |