| The reason i have the cheesehaven picture on my Journalmain2 page is because it is a postcard that Johnny Boy sent me 4 years ago. He takes very exciting vacations. That summer Johnny and I wrote to eachother freqently as a sort of continuation of the notebooks that we kept writing back and forth in all through high school. Any time i get real mail, i am extraordinarily happy, but with this postcard i was particularly filled with joy. I kept the postcard in my jewellery box all this time... it's still not with the box of my other letters and you know, i couldn't really tell you why it gets such a special place, but it does. So cheesehaven is immortalized on my webpage as a reminder of how happy that and all the writing between john and i was.... and also as a tribute to my one and only Johnny Boy SPAS jock. (and wouldn't you like to know what SPAS-pronounced "spaz"- stands for) Johnny, you're something else.... writing to me and listening so well to all my stupid guy whining... and i know that must have driven you insane... and going to that graveyard in the full moon, veruca salt, playing pool (hex wars) in my basement, and going through those Quija board instructions (olo) searching for what those pennies meant, and stealing jeffy's car (and the pizza!) and dancing at prom and you coming to all my picnics, even on your birthday that first summer... wow... and a-team. "hi, this is Kathy" and finding you outside after we finished 4th in states sophomore year- by that concrete bench, remember that? and our bribery pictures... yeah there's a lot. it's been swell. Thanks for sticking with me through it all. All your guesses.... even last night, and even if they aren't always right... and thank you so much for reading my journal- it makes me feel so ... special. even if that does sound stupid. You always took the time for me johnny. and i always felt like you wanted to. You sure are swell. and don't you DARE think otherwise |
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