You may not be my wife, you may not be my girlfriend.
You may not be my lover, but better yet, my friend.
You are everything I've ever dreamed of and maybe even more.
Everyday spoken with you I cherish and adore.
You make everything right and even make me smile.
For you I'd lay out my life, and glady walk that mile.
You teach my heart words that I never thought so true.
And with that, I will promise to always stand by you.


Even with our fights and arguements and things we might disagree on
or things I might not want to listen to. You have never walked away,
you have never let me down. There might be hurt, but I know if I didn't
feel it, I wouldn't know you care. Thank You so much for being a part
of my life. Thank You for your honesty and helping me to open my eyes
to greater things. To a happiness inside. You are everything I have ever
looked for in a person. Thank You for making me feel pretty. Driving that
long distance to come dye my hair, to hang out and watch movies, to just sit
and talk about nothing and everything all at once. I might not have you the
way I wished it would be. But I am greatful, just having you in my life.
You are a beautiful woman, with great ambitions. And wonderful goals. I know
with your strength you will have everything you want to accomplish in life.


Even though things have changed, and we stepped
back to being friends. I still mean every word of this, something I might
not say now but things I will never take back after saying....

The way
The way you always smell good, the way you bite your
lip, the way your head feels next to mine, how cute
you look when you sleep, the way your heart beats, the
way you hold me, the way you kiss me and everything is
right in my world, the way you hug me, how sexy you
are when you talk, how beautiful your deep brown eyes
are, the way you look at me and smile, the way you
always look wonderful (even without makeup on), the
way i open my eyes in the morning and you're always
the first thing on my mind, how cute you are when you
argue, how sad it makes me when we do, that
pouty/whatever thing you always do...it always seems
to get me, the way you lay with me under the covers,
the way you stare at me when we make love, the way you
say shanndah, the way you tease me about things, the
way you kiss me, even more the way you kiss me when
you say i heart you...it always sounds so good, when
in the middle of a fight you say hi or i heart you and
i lose track of everything but the fact you heart me,
the way you make me feel, the way the earth stops and
time stands still, the way you make me get jealous
even tho you're the one i want and i'm the one you
want, the completeness you give to me, the way you say
i miss you, the way i miss you, the way you talk on
the phone...even better when it's in person, the way
your love feels in my heart, the way your tears make
me want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt
you anymore...yet regardless if down the road you
heart me, hate me, love me, wish i would die or that i
feel like i'd die without you...it matters not,
because once in my life, whatever you were to the
world before...you became everything to me. when i
look into your eyes, traveling to the depths of your
soul and i start to say a million things without a
trace of sound, i know that my own life is inevitable
consumed within rythmic beatings of your very heart. i
heart you and love you for a million reasons, no
paper, words, lower cases or capitals would do it
justice. it is a thing not of the mind, but of the
heart. a feeling only felt. i heart you.

The A-B-C's of my life



Since you came into my life I see life with the 32 beautiful colors.
My canvas was once worn and left in disbelief that I couldn't paint again.
With you I am painting a new picture, one that is priceless. Thank You!



Songs that remind me of you:
"Heaven" -DJ Sammy & YOU!
"With You" -Jessica Simpson
"Love You More" -Ginuwine
"Come On" -Ben Jelen
"The Reason" -Hoobastank
"One Thing" -Finger 11
The wonderful CD you made me!



Things about you that i LOVE:
Your breath-taking eyes.
Your beyond white smile.
Your curly red hair.
The many names you have for me. How you say them.
Your body....it's a wonderland. amazing and beautiful.
When you make fun of me...cuz you liiiiike me.
How happy you make my heart.
Your COLLECTION! completely RAD!
The smallest things you notice about me.
That you hate VANITY too! (10 points)
The E-mails you write me while you'll be away.
How you IM me as soon as you get online. YaY!
Being your secret...actually very sexy.
That you know every thought in my head.
I can always be myself around you.
Explaining things... yeah so i thought it was a nut.
How adorably cute you are!
When you sing to me...oh my! girl you can sing!
When you go over monologues, or anything to keep my attention
How you have me watch TV with you.
When you watch movies with me..even if they suck.
How you drive an hour just to see me. YEEAAHHH!
Your love for animals. (some are too fuckin scarey
Your appreciation of things.
off topic kinda. 2 words: RED WINGS!
How fucking HILARIOUS you are! eh haha ahaha
How many *** 's you write. I'll catch up, eventually!
Your hearts you give me. They melt me.
That YOU give me your all in everything you do.
Your love makins...ohh they is the SHIT! mmmm
By Birrrfday Card! Oh baby..you are so sweet!
How boring this might be, but you're still reading it
The way you now say ASS, BAH, BLAH, and GRRRR!
this WILL keep going on and on and on....