Good Bye

Saying good bye to you has never been easy

Doing so meant letting go of what we had

Letting go of our own piece of heaven

A heaven founded in a world

That lacked touch and feel

A world totally of our making

A world that is fading into all but a memory


Time and time again we have tried

And failed�I asked for it to be gradual

In the hope that I will endure the loss

For yes Teddy I have lost

Lost something so precious, so dear

Nothing in this world or the next

Could ever replace


With all odds against us we found each other

We were told our love was wrong

But did we care?

No�because we were happy

Slowly you found your way into my heart

Showed me how it was to be cherished

To be loved for me and only me


Nothing could be more painful

Than to have to bid you farewell

A good bye to you

You who was my �new day�

The hope in my �uncertainty�

My strength, and my weakness

Take with you my heart

And remember me, your baby,  always

�nofo aa
A Lover's Draw


My heart beats a different beat

It beats for the loss

For the heartache

for doubts



My tears do not fall

Such pain needs no tears

This pain knows no end

This pain is mine doing



Like morning dew upon the grass

He was my new day

Like the stars in the sky

His love brought me hope

Like lightning and thunder

We clashed�

Neither emerging victorious, nor defeated

With a draw we are left

With emptiness I will mourn

�nofo aa
Pieces ...
Moving on

Distances I will walk,

Without you next to me,

Where will my path lead?

To have travelled so far

To have seen so much

Yet a life without you

Is no life at all?


Looking down at this sidewalk

Footsteps from the past echo

Of a time you walked beside me

And your smile was mine alone

Till that fateful afternoon

You saw me with another

And misunderstood


The wind blows cold

Its persistent thrusts

Reminding me of you

Enfolding me in its embrace

I remember your pride

�your condemnation

My darling he was a friend


With head held high

You turn and walk away

Frozen in state I watched

Not knowing what to do

My pride telling me no

My heart crying out to stop

But we both know

What�s done is done

�its time to move on
My promise


On this cold winter�s night I remember

Your whispers of love and things to come

The dreams we shared

The children we will have

Of that much loved dog

And the hope that someday we will be together


Darling I wish for all this with you

I can imagine life with no other

As the days go by

My youth passing me by

Your love remains young

As the day I first fell in love


How can fate be so cruel?

To bring you into my life

To tempt me with the unreachable

Unfold a lifetime of happiness,

Untold joy and utter bliss


I don�t know what to do

The future holds uncertainty

And lacks promise

The future is not mine to say

What I can do is promise you my heart

�till its last beat�I will love you
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My Mother

Silently she weeps
Her gentle lips quivering
For me, one so unworthy
Showering kisses on my face
In hushed whispers telling me
To be good, to pray�to call

If you could see her
You�d never wish a tear to fall
My heart breaks yet I must go
Looking back I see her smile
Her eyes saying, �I love you�
Her hand reaching for my father

Her baby I always will be
A depth of gratitude I owe
For the young woman I have become
Is her doing, she taught me patience
Taught me obedience, she taught me life
�and showed me love

Duty to husband and family
My mother knew her place
Yet in my defence
She would brave all
A brave woman she always will be
My mother, my very own superwoman

I wish you happiness mine mother
For even after four children
You still found room for one more
With welcoming arms to embrace me
A safe haven, I long for home
Weep not my mother I will return
My Sister

Your laughter reminds me of the early torment
You were first, you were most loved
As last born, I was not noticed
The beautiful one, the adored one
I had no heart to make my home
Someone to turn to in my weakest hour

Resentment and bitterness faded
With years of observing everyone
As last born, I saw more
That the beautiful one, also needed me
Mine own looks mirroring yours
My broken heart had mended

Misunderstood and na�ve
I saw not past my little world
My dear sister loved me
Taught self pride and dignity we were
Until the day she turned to me
And said, �I need you�

Gone was rivalry
A heroine of sorts I became
For you I will be your champion
To share your pain and remind you
That he turned his back on a miracle
My dear sister you will never know
more pieces to come ... once these Siktas get off their arzes and start writing
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