I had this nice, long paragraph written out, then the stupid-a** computer had to f**k up and leave me with nothing. Well, let us see if I can at least somewhat remember what I had said. I actually learned how to correctly fly the Dodo in GTA3 on saturday. I am quite stoked about that. I got my flying time up to 123 seconds. Anyway, I've been told by a guy that I know, that Paul Oakenfold, the master of trance music, is coming to Little Rock at the end of this month. This is what I am stoked about the most. If I were to happen to not catch him here, I believe that I would drive to Lawrence, KS to see him. Regardless, I will be seeing Paul Oakenfold within the next month, dammit. I've been playing GTA3 all day, basically, because there is nothing to do around here. I got my friend's percentage up about 20%, just today. It just kind of comes naturally. Heh heh. I'm going back to OKC this friday, I believe. Yet another rave is upon us and I gots to go back. The scene there is unbelievable. I'll have a travel companion this time too. That will be so nice, because 4 hours can be quite some time. Add that to the 3 on the way back and that's some hefty driving. I don't know if we'll want to do that though. That is alot of truckin'. I have a damn Philosophy test this week. Then an Algebra test the week after. I really don't wish to have those. Take it easy and keep it unreal. -daniel written on 11.03.02
So, I sit here, behind the desk, YET AGAIN, but, not on duty this time. I sit here because I was helping my friend Pidge out with his flier for his upcoming program and then we(Danny, Pidge, and myself) got to talking about road trips and such. Then some rather funny quotes were uttered(I highly recommend checking them) and so I got to editing my site. Craziness. My weekend was arockin', so, that was some good news. None of the RAs here got fired and we're all happy about that. Although, some of the RAs are on probation and have to attend a stupid-a** Alcohol meeting. Well, I'm out for now. I'm tired, I need to do homework, take a shower, and study for a test, so, peace out yo. Take it easy and keep it unreal. -daniel written on 11.12.02
Alright. New surroundings are upon me. I am in the Massie Hall Office, hanging out with my fellow Fiction 5 members, chillin' out. We did the Big Money Bingo thing tonight and my buddy Jamie Brown "won" a $1700 stereo. The best thing was how he "won" it. I can't divulge information on here, simply because. Regardless, it was a good time. Then, I went over to Paine Hall to talk with my friend Cora. I just won about 7 games of ping-pong in a row. That's quite nuts. But, for now, I must retire to my humble abode and go get some rest, or, stay up later and play video games. Whichever. Anyway, take is mucho easy and keep it unreal.
Later on in the day...........So, I'm back at the Brown Hall, livin' it up, trying to kill some time before my mandatory meeting at 4. I hate these things and they are a total waste of everyone's time. I get to do my radio show again tonight. I'm looking forward to that. Ya' know, all that we need, is yet another Fuji. At this rate, there will be nothing but Fujis by the end of the millenium. Oh well. I congratulate Justin and Greta. That's fantastic. First Ethan and now Greta. That family isn't messing around with time. They're all getting out there and makin' tha' move. Well, I'm out of space now, so, take it easy and keep it unreal. -daniel written on 11.14.02
I've not updated in so long because I've been so fucking down for the past 4 days. I want out. Out of school, out of this position, out of this state. I hate it. My best friend got fired from his Head Resident position and I've been in a foul mood since then. He's never around anymore. I can't just go downstairs and chill with him, harass him, or just straight up make fun of him. He's still lookin' out for me though. He's warned me of people within the Brown Hall staff, that may be an informant to my current bosses. I don't like the fact that I have to watch my back to keep my job. It's fucking bogus. I've also heard that they are going to clean out the entire Brown Hall staff. Whatever. I've had one high this week and that came on Friday evening. It was nice to road trip with someone that could sit and listen to some trance music. We traversed down to Little Rock and drove around. They hadn't been to LR, so, it was a welcome trip for 'em. It completely took my mind off of everything bad that has been going on here. I was so happy for that. I'm still going to try and leave here. I just hate it too much. I wish that I would have gone someplace else first, at least that way I might have kept a scholarship there. My goodness, I feel like I'm in eleventh grade, all over again. Same fucking mentality. Same fucking administration. Same fucking bullshit.
-daniel written on 11.10.02
Open up and let me free your soul, just let your body lose control. Listenin' to some DJ Shoe and peelin' some gunk off of my Chuck Taylors, friday nights don't get much better than this. Oh, not to mention, I'm on duty. Ah, well, it's the price that I pay for $350 a month. It's what I do. Plus, I was basically playing Scrabble and Mario Kart all night, so, it's no big deal. I was kind of mad about one aspect of the evening. That aspect being that a buddy o' mine totally forgot about me, while I was in the lobby and another friend didn't even bother to stop by, even though I told them where I was going to be. I suppose that I'll have to get over it. I'm doing quite well. I'm really tired of home so, I didn't go back this weekend. It really sucks around there. All anyone ever wants to do is go and get drunk or go and sit around. I'm tired of that. It's a whole lot more fun to stay down here, save gas, save 3.0 hours, avoid the risk of crashing, etc. and just chill out with my peeps. I like it this way. I have access to a cable modem too, so, this provides me with maximum entertainment. Paul Oakenfold on the 30th is going to rock the hizzouse. I may even be going for free, as well as getting to meet the man himself. I may get to shake the hand of the best DJ in the f***ing world. How nuts is that? I love it. I'm gettin' known on tha' radio. Oh yeah. Take it easy and keep it very unreal. -daniel written on 11.16.02
So, I come at you from the desk of the Brown Hall Office. I'm not really doing anything except trying to further my education in and outside of the classroom. Both are looking to be coming along quite nicely. I'm looking into Webster University in St. Louis, as my next school of choice. I would like to be a Gorlok. The thing is really weird, but, that's me. I had a s***ty week last week, but, the weekend really let me get my head back on straight. I do know that. Saturday I got to thinking about things again though and I put myself back in a crappy mood, but, then at around 3.30 this morning I went for a drive. I drove fast, I listened to good music, and I had a good cry. Yeh, I was crying while driving and listening to rockin' music. It was definetly for the best that it happened because I really needed that type of crying. It was a cry because I knew that I was at total peace with the world and that everything was going to be alright. Katie dropped by my room today. I must say that I was surprised with this too. We've failed to connect on timing for the past few months. I'm glad that we got to chill though because I had a good time just chattin' it up with her. Thank ya'. I'm going to do a duty round after this Driftwood song "Freeloader (Lasgo Remix)" ends up, so, I'll wrap this biotch up now. Take it much easy and keep it very much unreal. Peace, I'm outta here. -daniel written on 11.10.02
I sit, in the library, wishing that I hadn't come to class today. I came to work, but, I ended up just getting to sit. Oh well. So, I've decided to just stop trying in some aspects of my life. I figure that it will be alot easier that, opposed to working my a** off for something that won't come around anyway. There is good news though. I may be raving this weekend, twice, along with the thanksgiving break coming on, then it's onto Little Rock on the 30th. Oh yeah. Oakenfold is just straight up going to rock. If everything goes to plan, I may be meeting the man, and I can't help but wonder what that would be like. Ah, well, 'tis probably just a pipe dream, but, if the chance arises, I'll pounce on it. It's about time for my lunch hour to begin and I think that I'm ready for it. I still dislike this school, but, I'm truckin' along. It may be about time for a change. I gotta tell ya', if anyone is planning on coming here, then, you need to have gone to a crappier place, before you go here. For example, if you went to UAFS or the University of Mena, then this place would be a dream. But, if you've gone elsewhere, say, UA or even UCA, don't come here. It's nothing but f***ed up, money hungry administration that want us to drain our pockets so that they can afford to give each other bigger raises. It just is not worth the time here. Take it easy, and, yet again, keep it unreal. -daniel written on 11.20.02