I'm tired of your open mouth,
Crawling inside my skin,
Endless pain we never quit,
The fight within the pride's begun,
Saying it's too late,
What a man's got he'll learn to hate.
Forget the time I said I would,
Replace that with I never will,
Beyond the facts held in your face,
Ignore the facts beyond your nose,
Saying it's too late,
What a man's got he'll learn to hate.
Grow up
Now without meaning,
No response, no revealing
Just grow up!
Wrong
Wrong
Wrong
Wrong
Comfortable Liar
Broad, is this sea
The salt, enters the wounds
My take, on you is simple
So heal, your fear
To heal, your fear
Time, spent wading off shore
The calm, before the storm
My take, from you is simple
So heal, your fear
To heal, your fear
You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
So calm
Cause I said wrong
You comfortable liar
You comfortable liar
You comfortable liar
You comfortable liar
Liar
Send the Pain Below
I like having hurt,
So send the pain below where I need it,
You used to beg me to take care of things,
And smile at the thought of me failing.
But long before, having hurt,
I'd send the pain below,
I'd send the pain below.
Much like suffocating,
Much like suffocating,
Much like suffocating,
(I'd send the pain below...)
Much like suffocating,
(I'd send the pain below...)
You used to run me away,
All while laughing.
Then cry about the fact,
'til I returned.
But long before, having hurt,
I'd send the pain below,
I'd send the pain below.
Much like suffocating,
Much like suffocating,
Much like suffocating,
(I'd send the pain below...)
Much like suffocating,
(I'd send the pain below...)
Much like suffocating.
I can't feel my chest,
Need more, drop down,
Closing in.
I can't feel my chest,
Drop down.
I liked, having hurt.
So send the pain below,
So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating) [I liked]
So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating) [Having hurt]
So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating)
So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating)
So send the pain below.
Closure
Breathe, trust, bless me and release,
Climb, hard or never be seen.
Closed off, rescue to breathe.
Just bless me.
Two sided time,
Your rebirth can't hurt,
Branch out behind, the pain.
Closure has come to me myself,
You will never belong to me.
Closure has come to me myself,
You will never belong to me.
Had to to turn, lay down,
Your sting of disease.
Phase you out, should've seen this coming.
Go on confusing the soul,
Hold my breath 'til you rupture.
Three days aside,
Your rebirth can't hurt,
Branch out behind, pride.
Closure has come to me myself,
You will never belong to me.
Closure has come to me myself,
You will never belong to me.
Like a leach,
I hold on as if we belonged,
To some precious pure dream.
Cast off, you've seen what's beneath,
Now fail me.
Forget closure,
Forget closure,
Forget closure,
Forget closure.
Closure has come to me myself,
You will never belong to me.
Closure has come to me myself,
You will never belong to me.
So breathe.
The Red
They say freak,
When you're singled out,
The red, well it filters through.
So lay down, the threat is real,
When his sight goes red again.
Seeing red again,
Seeing red again.
This change, he won't contain,
Slip away, to clear your mind.
When asked, who made it show,
The truth, he gives in to most.
So lay down, the threat is real,
When his sight goes red again.
So lay down, the threat is real,
When his sight goes red again.
So lay down, the threat is real,
When his sight goes red again.
Seeing red again,
Seeing red again,
Seeing red again,
Seeing red again,
Seeing red again,
Seeing red again,
Seeing red again,
Seeing red....
The say freak...
When you're singled out.
The red, it filters through...
Wonder What's Next
It sometimes feels like a burden,
I want to succeed,
Is this a good quality,
I wonder what's next,
Nothing.
More and more it's an animal,
Waiting to be seen,
Faced with someone's failures.
A sickening sight, indeed, indeed, indeed.
[spoken]
In the beginning it seems that no one
thinks beyond having fun which is why
you write music in the first place anyways
moving, refining, pushing forward the art
that one's creating, looking to the right
time to share it, and then the headaches
of criticism senior advisors unseen people
above twisting and distorting that which we
love, and never ending problems with
money holding you back preventing progress
I thought you only started 'cause it was fun.
We play the blaming game,
Yes I mind, its not your turn.
We play the blaming game,
Yes I mind, its not your turn.
We play the blaming game,
Yes I mind, its not your turn.
We play the blaming game,
Yes I mind, its not your turn.
I wonder...
I wonder...
What's next.
'Cause we play the blaming game,
Yes I mind, its not your turn.
We play the blaming game,
Yes I mind, its not your turn.
We play the blaming game,
Yes I mind, its not your turn.
We play the blaming game,
Yes I mind, its not your turn.
We play the blaming game...
We play the blaming game.
Don't Fake This
Ignoring a loss of sight,
Afraid to blink, I might lose the sun.
But don't make this out, to be more,
Than it isn't behind every lie.
There's a burden within.
Yes you're my son.
This suffering,
That's kept within.
Disposable men, lost.
Inside, he was negative.
This place, once more was underground.
So look and connect,
we're refusing to rust.
Healing has to begin, in the past.
So don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't...
This suffering,
That's kept within.
Disposable men, lost.
Don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't...
Fake, fake, fake.
This suffering,
That's kept within.
Disposable men, lost.
So don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't... fake.
Fake, fake.
Forfeit
Will not be shaken,
And jump into this,
And be pursuasive, just carry on.
Make my mind up, to go though this,
Or be firm and sit in silence.
'Cause I want to fight,
I want to fight,
I want to prove I'm right.
I want to fight,
I want to fight,
So turn and forfeit.
Forfeit.
Learn from this,
Prehistoric dance and
Refrain from talking,
Solves our problems.
Medicated, could do some good,
Or find a way to relate,
Or just shut up.
'Cause I want to fight,
I want to fight,
I want to prove I'm right.
I want to fight,
I want to fight,
So turn and forfeit.
Forfeit...
Forfeit.
Forfeit.
Forfeit.
Forfeit.
Forfeit.
I want to fight,
I want to fight,
I want to prove I'm right.
I want to fight,
I want to fight,
I want to prove I'm right.
I want to fight,
I want to fight,
So turn and forfeit.
I want to fight,
I want to fight,
So turn and forfeit.
So step up.
So step up...
And forfeit.
So step up.
Forfeit.
Forfeit.
Forfeit.
Forfeit.
Forfeit.
Grab Thy Hand
Grab thy hand and walk.
Through...
Through...
Through...
Through...
Bring me your time,
How I long for release.
Shown, presently,
Reveals a man, to repeat.
God, How I long,
How I long...
To grab thy hand and walk.
May I, come in, grab hold,
Just this once.
May I, come in,
Just this once,
Just this once,
Just this once,
Grab thy hand and walk.
Through...
Through...
Through...
Through...
Through...
Walk.
May I come in, how long,
Just once.
Can't I come in, grab thy hand and
May I come in, how long,
Just once.
Can't I come in, grab thy hand and...
Walk Through...
Walk Through...
Walk Through...
Walk Through...
An Evening With El
Diablo
High up on you, you display,
Good traits, though few.
We've found, time alone will tell.
This disease, keeps me holding me down.
Try to run, when near sleep.
To imagine, us away.
He said come, fly around my hell,
And know this, you seem to be,
Too scared to run.
Too scared, to run,
Too scared, to run,
Too scared, to run,
Too scared...
Wish I had your faults,
Nothing seems to phase you.
Lies, you're much more than just human.
I was high up on you,
'Til the shadows, began to crawl.
Some say, we can never know.
From just how far down,
This beast has come.
Too scared to run,
Too scared, to run,
Too scared, to run,
Too scared, to run,
Too scared, to run.
Wish I had your faults,
Nothing seems to phase you.
Lies, you're much more than just human.
Wish I had your faults,
Nothing seems to phase you.
Lies, you're much more than just human.
Wish I had your faults...
Wish I had your faults...
One Lonely Visitor
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Knew you were here,
Sister confirms suspicions,
And beside the note,
You left on my bed
Where I held you so close.
Did you think I'd forget?
Couldn't be more of a mess,
For to breathe,
Used to be another way,
I'd take you in.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
That I feel a break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Now it seems there's a choice,
That began with a break,
So today,
Know that never again,
Will I know you that way.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
I'm gonna break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
1. Family System
2. Comfortable Liar
3. Send The Pain Below
4. Closure
5. The Red
6. Wonder What's Next
7. Don't Fake This
8. Forfeit
9. Grab Thy Hand
10. An Evening With El Diablo
11. One Lonely Visitor
1. Open
2. Point #1
3. Prove to You
4. Mia
5. Skeptic
6. Anticipation
7. Dos
8. Long
9. Blank Earth
19. Sma
11. Peer
It seems I've gained the world but have nothing
To keep tabs upon this loss isn't wasted time
Face opportunities to recognize now we have time
Rebuke, don't choke on this twisted dream
Cause he'll pay for it, the whole sum
Or magnify pain is point number one
Cause he'll say pay for it, the whole sum
Or magnify pain is point number one
It seems I've gained the world but have nothing
To keep tabs upon this loss isn't wasted time
Face opportunities to recognize now we have time
Rebuke, don't choke on this twisted dream
Cause he'll say pay for it, the whole sum
Or magnify pain is point number one
We need a healing aloe plant
Your soothing hands run down my back
Hate - Well couldn't do, couldn't do no wrong
Hate - Watch it boy, this could do you in
Much like a healing aloe plant
Your soothing hands run down my back
Much like a healing aloe plant
Your soothing hands run down my back
Much like a healing aloe plant
Your soothing hands run down my back
Prove To You
I'll fight your war
Promise not to lose
But you give in to circumstance
Not gonna prove to you
Learn of patience worth to you
Many teacher, no student
We go by name, not by rank
Too many gighs incompetent
There's no bond between some men
A concept already known
What little time you try to give
A big cheer for you alone
Relax and try
Broke off, broke up and spent
He's choking in left field
Can't tell this place is doomed
Now no place like home
Doomed Now
There's no place like home
I'm gonna prove to you
Mia
Watch me heap up what I've sown
I'm made of peanuts, not of shells
God spares a quality of himself
Uniquely designed but we can't help ourselves
So
Why, I made the face that bugs you
I won't design conversation around you
I made the face that bugs you
Spyglass scans the field
Hold my hand, feel a chill in here
Tired of looking through you
I've found myself can you find you
So
Why I've made the face that bugs you
I won't design
Spyglass scanned the field
Hold my hand, still feel a chill in here
Tired of looking through you
I've found myself can you find you
So
Why, did I make the face
And I won't design
I made the face
I won't design
Skeptic
Keep my pair of senses
Out of where it isn't clear
Kept his false creation
Teach on my own faith
Right I'll wreck this, too
But you made by day
I'll fail you, too
Speak through this voice, and
We can have life to take
And mend these ways
We don't need tradition
This will wreck our mission
This isn't even clear
It doesn't tell they why
This is an incomplete
It doesn't tell the why
Even if I was all knowing
Wouldn't it mean that I love you?
See you move against ignorance
Why not try and get in
This isn't even clear
It doesn't tell the why
This is an incomplete
It doesn't tell the why
Set out a boom and line
What have scholars caught
Look to yourself to find a God.
No, a lie, and
We can have life to take,
And mend these ways
We don't need tradition,
This will wreck our mission
This isn't even clear
It doesn't tell the why
This is an incomplete
It doesn't tell the why
Anticipation
This anticipation
Seen in you
As you prepare for new life
Don't forget your war
The cuts on his hands, speak a little louder
He takes that side, and lets you know
And what's in his speech, hands cover face
Yeah what's in his, you cover your face
Now you're anticipating
What went wrong
In this world we fall back into
Just isn't strong
The cuts on his hands, made way to his face
These spoke all the louder, my silent regret
I show that side, the pride of life
Won't let go
Dos
Begging - do you mean groveling
Settling - it's not the same
Begging - do we take what's left
Settling - don't take requests
You two, you're what's left, I don't take requests
But for you two, come this far,
I might have something,
To say
Now these two, treat them well
Upon themselves, showed up again
Now you sir, Give up the gig
You haven't been repaid
Long
Comrades bond, this day will be long
Don't count your losses, gain what he gave
And we blame him for having right
Anyone lose a God, cause I found a God
Raise the question that's given here
Ponder his answer, still bleeding clean
And they rhyme you've hidden in
Won't keep long
And we blame him
And we blame him
Reasons I ask you'll know why
As sure as I'm here you'll know why
Because he won't leave me out in the cold
See how the sparrow gets fed from our Lord
Draw Close
And hold me long
Blank Earth
A scratchy throat
I wish you would lift this, I drink liquids
Spreading true, I hope
A blank earth covered in nothing, living
Swear that it's something 'cause it's here
And we feel towards a place
And many pay by ignoring
We feel - towards a place
And many pay by ignoring
And you don't care
Where is the mother figure
While I'm here
And mostly it's hard when this happens
Don't keep inside life, 'cause that's not fair
And solder won't keep me together
If heat is there, the heat is there
I can feel you breathing
And patience is slow going
I'd like to obtain this
Now
'Cause this is it made me think
'Cause this is it made me think
Made me see caught this now
Caught me
Sma
Don't grip, you're choking
What life was, trying to
Lift up the rage from a season of play
I don't blame my messes on you
Don't beat this down dead
Sink to a level that is low, low
Why not, what else is
Low, Low
Why take the conscience
Low, low
Why not, what else is
Low, low
What not, what else is there
I climb into
Recognize I don't have time
What was said about this man?
What was said now
Don't grip your choking
What life was trying to
Lift up the rage from a season of play
I don't blame my messes on you
Don't beat this down dead
Sink to a level that is
Low, low
Peer
I'd like to leave this
In my youth
Pick me up on your way
Send away virus
Drink sight is water
Drink sight is water
Watch him sell mugs to bikers
To make a million dollars
Place you stamp here
Send out love letters
C'mon enough said
The skin on top his hands
Has dried to red
The words, want them touch them
The nerve, why are you here
Back off peer
I am on top of this
Back off peer
I am on top of this back off
I need to make decisions
And I want to leave yea back off
Banned
