May be your weakness was exposed and the whole world has turned against you or your real close friends denied their friendship, and it would have shattered your heart . People may be trying to avoid you because they feel you are a nuisance and you cause trouble all the time. The people around you could be speaking mean things about you, things you never imagined.
Oh Lord, I can't go on , you cry. Why did this happen to me? I'm wounded, and battered.
Imagine yourself in a boat. And there's a storm around you. The wind is blowing, the waves are high and threatening, the boat is tossing. You are confronting winds of rumors about you, waves of hatred rushing towards you, and it's all a big turmoil. But there's someone on board with you, and His name is Jesus.
The Holy Spirit whispers in your ears, "Child, look at Jesus, He is calm". If Jesus is calm, you can be sure the storm won't harm you. You can just bundle up in His blanket of love and you'll be all safe.
Today, I encourage you to look at Jesus, for He is calm. He will not allow you to be destroyed if you will only turn to Him.
My humble cry to you who are hurting: Please don't rely on your emotions, or what you know, just totally rest on His shoulder and He will embrace you and hug you. The devil will do all within himself to keep you from Jesus. He'll bring in depression, disappointment, and anything that can pull you down just so that you will not run to Jesus. Oh dear friends, I pray you will run to Jesus and speak out your burdened heart to Him. Tell Him how bad you feel, He understands you more than anyone else could. He will no way cast you aside, for He loves you and gave up His life just for YOU. He is FOR you, not against you. He loves you with an unconditional love, He wants you to ask Him and invite Him to come in and wipe every tear off your eyes. Remember, even if the whole world turns against you, Jesus will never condemn you nor forget you. He knows your deepest pain, all you have to do is cry to Him.
There's no one more reliable than Him. I want you to cry out to Him right now in all frankness and humility:
Lord, I'm broken and messed up. I'm so empty with in. I need You to fill me with Your love. Oh my dear Jesus, please embrace me in Your hands. Speak to me and make me whole. Heal my deep wounds, and my hurts. No one can heal it but You. My Jesus, I want to bathe in Your love and come out victoriously. Thank You for hearing my humble prayer. Amen