Specter's Entrance
I�m walking circles in a heavy head
Crying on scarred hands, leaning in black tears.
Holding onto a broken life,
Deepening my deepest fears.
It feels yellow on my concrete floor
But it�s coated with the tears of black.
Winding my fingers through the cold blood
Of memories that I only wish back
They are watching me closely,
The specters� cold spirits are crowding around
Picking at my wounds, clawing at my flesh
Pulling me to drown in my own tears on the ground.
Heavy head, heavy heart,
Yellow light shines down on the yellow girl
The specter tells her she cannot speak of their togetherness
And all her emotions were yet to unfurl
Attempt to take me in,
Forlorn I sit, I wait, I desire
Do you feel that I am not needed any longer?
I feel like I�m sitting but not burning on top of my fire.
I am an ice cube on the yellow flame
Maimed as all hell, but does not melt.
Yellow girl sits under the yellow light�
Maimed as all hell, too much she�s felt
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