Fictional Non Fiction
inside the tears cry for you
is sorrow,pain, a dark dark blue
no smile no where, no joy at heart
nothing there because im broken apart
.
sweet expectations, but a bitter taste
peoples hearts are nothing to waste
rough landing but im still not dizzy
keep knocking me down, im going crazy
.
i cant get enough, well i can but i dont wanna
i could run and say i love you...i can but im not gonna
all the things i dream to say to you
but as it turns to reality, i just walk away from you
.
if you want to walk my way, feel free
but theres nothing i can do if you dont feel that way for me
i cant cry because its worth nothing anymore
i cant be your friend because i'd feel id have to prove much more
.
dreams arent coming true for me,
but im not dead yet, so theres still time left to see
time is all that passes by, but i just want you to
when will you ever see how much love i have inside for you?
.
i cant get enough, well i can but i dont wanna
i could run and say i love you...i can but im not gonna
all the things i dream to say to you
but as it turns to reality, i just walk away from you
.
im walking away cuz u wont walk my way
i know ill turn around soon, sometime today
i know i will still love you when you turn around and go
forever or a day, a week... i still know
.
you left me with more then you thought you would have
you told me more than you didnt know you should have
you left me with smiles and times that i wont forget
and i hope that theyre things either of us wont ever regret
.
what i see in you, if stacked, would be higher than any mountain
what i remember in you, what i remember of us, wont be so happy
when i think about it at night
because sometimes i miss you, and youre not there...
and sometimes i wonder if you ever did care (!!!!)
and ill always want you, but thats not up to me...
.
i cant get enough, well i can but i dont wanna
i could run and say i love you...i can but im not gonna
all the things i dream to say to you
but as it turns to reality, i just walk away from you
.
� Shayen Demirel 2002
