| Heres all my poems...hope ya like em |
| Is love really real if it fades away is life worth living if your heart breaks each day is a wish worth wishing if relationships end is love worth the effort if its gone with the wind can dreams come true when love walks away can love grow for someone whos gone everyday can two people torn apart come back and reunite can you come back to me today and make everything alright i wouldnt trade a single day i spent in your eyes i woudnt trade a single night listening to each others cries i wouldnt trade a single kiss shared between me and you i would gladly trade anything for you if you asked me to id give anything for one more chance to be all you need id give all my thoughtless ways for you to still love me id give all i have to join you and be your wife id give all ive got to give, id even give my life |
| how many times can a girls heart break and no one hears her cries how many lines can a guy fake before hes caught in a lie how many sighs with her heart at stake can she trust his lying eyes how many crimes and laws of love can he break until she refuses to try how much time before its too late and she gives up and wants to die how much time will it take for her to just realize |
| ending it all would be so easy but it wouuld still be so hard would taking your life be crossing the line would it be going too far quick pain to end it all to take away years of sorrow because everyday has hurt so much and it will be the same tomorrow why go on and live in hell why keep taking everyones shit to just let go of life is the best way out improve your life by ending it drinking poison, a quick slit wrist or just one fast bullet int he head leave this life of bullshit and pain be happier and better off dead someone walks in and finds you there looking back at them with a blank stare they realize you're already dead but you know they wont care the thoughts cross your mind all the time no matter what they wont go away an easy decision thats still so hard die now or live in pain day after day |
| do you look at my differently because im no longer the same do you think of me differently when you hear my name have my decisions left you upset will i wake up with a past i regret im drifting away, feeling high letting this life pass me by but i dont care i feel so good doing things i never thought i would its my choice its my life imi making the sacrifice sacrificing myself and my mind being drunk and high all the time but im not depressed, not sad im not longer angry no longer mad this is how my happiness is made im not nursing my problems, i drink them away |
| is it so bad to trust is it love is it lust leave if you must dont take my heart give you all of my love let me think you're sent from above be the one im dreaming of dont break my heart dont stay gone anymore or leave my crying on the floor my heart is open walk through the door dont shatter my heart dont tell me lies and leave me crying or disappoint me and leave me sighing dont leave me waiting, wishing, dying dont destroy my heart |
| the best thing you could do was leave why is it so hard to believe the most painful thing i ever received all along was the best thing for me someone so great but nto great at all you didnt catch me when i started to fall you forgot me and you never called left me alone feeling so small broke my heart when you said goodbye i never really understood why but you didnt hear me when i started to cry you didnt care when i wanted to die thank you for leaving before we got in too deep and making me not be able to sleep ill find someone better that i can keep and not have to worry about you, what a relief |
| dont wanna think about you dont wanna think aobut all you put me through dont wanna thin about the good times we had dont wanna think about how it all turned out so bad dont wanna remember the starry nights dont wanna remember the terrible fights dont wanna remember the passionate kiss dont wanna remember any of this i want to get you off my mind i want to let you go this time i want to make the pain go away i want to not think about you today i want you to stop being who im thinking of i want you to lose the key to my love i want you to leave me out of waht you do i want you to make me stop wanting you i want you to not call anymore i want you to not knock on my door i want you to be like you were when we met i want you to not be something i regret i do want to see where my life goes i do want to experience a love i dont know i do want to see what else is out there for me i do want to let go of who you used to be but of all ive said of this of what i want, dont want, and miss all these things and more than that thing thing i dont know is if i still want you back |
| pushed aside, driven away torn apart with every word you say left lying, broken, full of pain for giving in when you call my name make me feel like im losing my grip with every word that falls from your lips looking at me with a straight face while you lie can you still see me through my tear-filled blue eyes left me abandonded, broken and torn feeling so emtpy, used and worn a victim of your evil desires but i got burnt for playin with fire im shutting you out of my life for now i know ill be happy someway somehow if you ever try to win back my heart of glass sorry but you can kiss my ass |
| I still love you and the person you were i remember how it was back then for my broken heart you were the cure so i decided to let you in you loved me so honest and so true i loved like never before everything i needed was you and i didnt hurt anymore but then one night it all fell apart we faught and loved and cried then you left and ripped out my heart i thought i had just died remaining friends isnt always best when feelings wont go away we only got ourselves into a mess and my heart had to pay you knew how i felt and played along well got what you wanted and were gone made my life a living hell while you kept stringing me along you changed to somoene i dont know learned how to use me as you pleased kept me around put on a show just to keep me on my knees i figured you out ruined your game i dont want a life like this it was all wasted what a shame i didnt see the signs i missed |
| shes the best friend that ive got been by my side no matter waht we get on each otheres nerves make each other mad but shes the best friend ive ever had we laugh at ourselves and our stupid jokes share with each other our dreams and hopes the one i run to i cant always rely on shes always been my shoulder to cry on i know she never turn me away shes always got a place for me to stay althought she sometimes gets me in trouble when we're together our fun is doubled listen to problems give each other advice shes always got my back, doesnt think twice though some thing are stupid and cause us pain if it gives us a laugh....we'll do it again bad decisions have been made but all in good fun if i ever need a friend shes the one sharing a laugh, a drink, or a whisper of all of my friends the best is my sister |
| all the words that were spoken left my heart wounded and broken and every time i turned around i saw myself lying torn on the ground for giving my love is this what i deserve for not keeping my heart on reserve so this is my payment, my punishment, my lesson for loving you so freely, asking no questions maybe next time ill be more prepared ill be more alert, and ill be more scared ill move on but ill never forget giving myself so openly with no regrets ill get over you but ill always remember how we loved each other, and that December i thought life was perfect i was set i remember every detail, even how we met all the events replaying in my mind about how i was happy once upon a time but somehow it all fell apart we fought, i cried, and you broke my heart |
| missing you is like a never ending story a story in which there is no fame or glory loving you is like a slow suicide killing me softly but i still havent died kissin you is like being brought to life awoken from a life of pain and strife holding you is like being free to fly along with the birds high in the sky needing you is like a pain you cant end constandly searching for your lover, your friend knowing you is like a true gift divine but i only leaves me wishing you were mine letting you go is an impssible task keep holding on never loosening my grasp losing you is like you're consumed in hells fire walking the road to you heart on a single wire having you is ilke having Heaven in your heart without you it's like the torture of being ripped apart while you're here, its ilke the greatest gift of all except to turn around and see you not catch me when i fall |
| dont give up on love no matter what dont ever give up many people may break your heart but you'll find someone from whom you'll never part when you thing you're at the end may be the place where love could begin when you think the worst has hit dont take love and call it quits try your best to find true love wait for the one sent from above along with the good will come the bad but dont let go of the greatest love you can have somtimes it seems like it'll never get better you only see rainclouds no sunny weather but if you turn you back, you'll see you wont be as happy as you can be hard times will come but you must be tough even when you think you've had enough give love just one more try and let your heart have wings to fly |
| there once was a time when i felt no pain i felt a desperate love when i called out your name there once was a time when you filled my heart and i knew we would never be apart then there was a time when all i could do was cry and the thought of losing you made me want to die there was a time when my world was dark and cold and i no longer had you to hold now is a time when i am totally free no one to answer to and i can just be me now is a time im able to roam i have no restrictions, but i'm all alone |
| sometimes your joy slips through your hands and all you can see is blurred by the tears in your eyes then someone comes along to help you understand but all he can tell you is lies and it seems like everyone has turned their back like no one even cares and you dont know how to react to their mocking stares when it seems like everyone is laughint at you where do you go for relief everything is wrong what do you do dont know what to believe why do things get so hard and i feel like im going to break the deep wounds and battle scars are more than i can take i want to hide in my shell away from all the world but doing so is going through hell maybe im just a stupid girl when just the thought of somehing to do can make me suddenly sick of something else i must go through to hit me like a brick my nerves are shot beyond repair i dont think it can be fixed i just want someone who really cares someone who wont play tricks how do you get over a shyness so bad that talking makes you so nervous you could cry no one understands they just get mad but they dont see the world through my eyes no one seems to really care or even dare to try about how my shyness is always there and makes me want to die and everyone says im just acting scared its something i can get over if i set my mind to it but that assumption just isnt fair i try but i just cant do it its not that i dont want it to end that i enjoy being this way i want to be able to go out and make new friends i just cant find the words to say |