| What kind of friend Am I? I'm a very good friend, Or at least I've been told That I always help out till the very end. My heart isn't like others, who are wretched and cold Yet I sometimes feel like a lost hopeless soul I've been ignored I've been abhorred By people who base on looks alone I'm a nice person they haven't known As a friend if I like you And you like me I'll be a very good friend to both you and I Until outcomes tell when it'll end... April 7th, 2000 |
| "Untitled" When I look deep in your eyes I pay no attention to any other guy I always see you walk by and smile My brain just says look at his style When I see you move your soft red lips Oh, how I feel like kissing your lips I know who you are and how you act Yet, I've never seen you look back At a girl who is gentle in personality Since you don't notice me, it's a total and fatality But you are unlike any other guy I've met, You're just a guy whom I'll never forget... MARCH 22nd, 2000 |
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| "Untitled" I've never known who I really am Unless, you know who I am? I seem to know who you are But, I know, you know who I am What is my exact purpose? Is it to bother, help, love, or annoy in any way? I always seem to be confused... Yet, that can be very depressing! I tend to see sad and gloomy faces And when I do, I try not to cry I've only lived for so long! That I feel land know what is going on!!! MARCH 23rd, 2000 |
| "Why?!?" Why was I so dumb? Why was I so stupid? Why did I think you actually cared? I was so dumb to believe you were nice I thought that you would be different But, you were as cold as ice! You said you were different from other guys But see I really had to open up my eyes I thought you were cool, But that isn't true If you see me, I'll ignore you Because if I see you, I don't know what I'll do So I guess this is good-bye forever and now! APRIL 17th, 2000 |
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