If and when
I see you sitting alone
I wish to sit beside you
But even now, after so much time
Heaven and earth are still worlds apart
You smile, happy where you are
Happy to pretend, happy not to understand
Perhaps it is time you believed
In other things
Give up tiny dove
Fall to the earth and forget the sun
And let me catch you
And enfold you in my arms
Perhaps you would see the world
And not the place you long to see
And perhaps then, you would love me
And perhaps then you would let me love you
Notes:
I wrote this a couple of months ago.
Its supposedly Soujiro's thoughts before they separated.
Wishing she's give up on Aoshi and love himinstead.