Where is that thing inside of me?
Where is that thing that keeps making me bleed?
Did I look just hard enough?
Did I look just enough?
Lift it up.
Honey lift it up.
I want to eat away your hate
I want to lick it off your skin
Do you want this sulfur in your mouth?
Are you ready for the most intoxicating drown?
So open the mask
listen to the rusty hinges scream as you
rip it off
Tear it off
Are you suprised to see nothing there?
No ugly face for you to mock and stare
Point and hateful glares
No. No. I refuse to give up.
I will eat away this.
This.
You push me away.
You pull me away
but you will never understand
your compassion isn't a helping hand
If it did not exist.
I'd, keep. keep. Hurting you.
Keep beating you.
Your blood a river, a fly on it's death bed
splatter on my mirror and ready to test
it's severed head
caveat! caveat! caveat! I cried.
succor! succor! succor! I screamed
Your body heat will never undertake the flame of my hate.
Equally opposite and not so easy to penetrate
Like hell you suffocate
But you, you want to be close.
he who awakes the cynical you
should suffer and be ingulfed by it too
You ripped off my mask and found it empy
Then you drew a pretty picture of me
You've got a girlfriend of cellophane
She sucks up your pain
acts like a drain
I am beauitful now.
Beautiful now.
Only to you.
Only... to.... you.
stoic
crass
dotage blessed in this relationship.
atrabilious.
atrabilious.
