white fantasies (incomplete)

white fantasies i had fancied
its past me beneath me above thee
i have transcended life is multiended
you are born and you die at each passage i cry
i cry out to you there is another way
i cry out to you there is another way
the white snow falling on me in me through me
the snowfall consumes all goes through me in me to me
white fantasies replace death
white dreams are all i have left

when i scream they always listen
cuz im always in position
to attack and maim and kill at any
given time at the drop of a penny
it wasnt always like this for me
things were going well life was glee
the party gets to jumpin
and the dancin gets to bumpin
i want a piece of the action
i want a piece of the action
the alcohol is flowing strong
the vodka bubbling through the bong
its all well and tame and regulated
but the lack of excitement left some frustrated
from the corner of my eye it appears
something i had not seen in all my years
a magic white powder dissapearing into noses
a great suction power as if snorted up by hoses
lines and lines and bitches and lines
more lines more bitches and bitches and lines
i come down to just have a taste
i start up quick with a line i make haste
one line turns to three or four to five or six
i tell you ma i have found my new kicks
this is better than anything i have felt before
i am nonchalant while lying motionless on the floor
blood and gore tits and ass it all passes me by
i couldn't care less say hi im so high

white fantasies i had fancied
its past me beneath me above thee
i have transcended life is multiended
you are born and you die at each passage i cry
i cry out to you there is another way
i cry out to you there is another way
the white snow falling on me in me through me
the snowfall consumes all goes through me in me to me
white fantasies replace death
white dreams all i have left

twists and turns through corvettes
with systs and burns i have met
pretty little girls who arent really that pretty
witty little men who arent really that witty
let it be known i have made some wrong decisions
the intermission of my life is well rather intermitten
where i am coming from seems to be where i am going to
and where i arrive it seems all but new
this is the same place i scream
this is the same place i scream
i end up in the same hole
i fall in the same well while on the same stroll
with the same people in the same park
with the same feelings in the strange dark
its too early for this it happens faster each time
for every chance that i miss in turn is lost another dime
another piece of sanity no longer vanity
not just a convenience i must avoid calamity
my sanity is gone i want it back
my sanity is gone i want it back
my vanity a pawn of the growing crack
in my body my soul my conscience in a sack
of beans and rice and personality
contains my grace my voice my fragility
what did i ever do to earn my place
this isnt what is due to the human race
we discover and progress and invent
and this is what we make with, haha, no harmful intent

white fantasies i had fancied
its past me beneath me above thee
i have transcended life is multiended
you are born and you die at each passage i cry
i cry out to you there is another way
i cry out to you there is another way
the white snow falling on me in me through me
the snowfall consumes all goes through me in me to me
white fantasies replace death
white dreams all i have left