when you walked toward me
uplifting hands lifted my head to see
your beautiful face
but they left behind my beautiful speaking
you shove me away
the day comes and you are in my arms
staring into your eyes doesn't satisfy me anymore
i lean in to kiss your lips
i can't breathe
my breath halts when our motions stop
my heart blackened from despair
my eyes still red from the tears
to the point where crying doesn't satisfy me anymore
fill others with my tragic feeling to have them shed tears for me
if only my tears were replaced with blood
then i'd be with the buried
at the hint of such darkened words i push away thought
only to live days in gray
i suppose i should apologize
i gave your heart away....