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just a few notes.... Friday, February 8, 2002
~I started scribbling my latest write-up last night pa. (which explains why I didn't have any entry for yesterday) I finished it... well, just a few minutes earlier. Why I haven't finished it sooner? ~My netpal called last night!!! Oo, si Woods nga. Just when I was doing the write-up. But it was so funny and embarrassing in my part. As in pahiya ako ah! Kasi naman, I didn't know that his text about this magnanakaw was just a whole piece of joke! Kung sa bagay, why would the thief bother to invade his house just for a piece of his photograph?! Grrr... I have never been that stupid in front of a guy, I've gotta admit. >_< Anyway, we talked and talked for over two hours. We shared anything and everything, even about our past with our former significant others. Nakuwento ko rin! But... Gosh! He also broke up with his girlfriend itong December lang, just a few days after mine. Whatta coincidence! And at the same time, I have learned a few things about Woods. But I won't go into details na lang. ^_^ But hey! It's one thing that shows na cool siya kasama. Cooler than you-know-who, I gotta admit. I know it sounds biased. But I'm just telling the truth here. Kaya sorry na lang sa kanya no! *peace* Basta, I'm so glad that I ended the day with a talk with him. Plus, lalo ko pa siyang nakilala. I just wonder when we will meet. Hope so soon! ^_^ ~Anyway, back to my write-up. I just feel like speaking out my ideas that's why I came up with this article. I have no intention of jumping into anybody or something. But I'm open for comments. Just email me. At isa pa, eh, I won't post my write-up about Valentines Day anymore. I decided to post my write-up on my thoughts on relationships instead. Ang hindi ko lang alam, whether you-know-who will be able to read this or not. Maybe it doesn't matter if he won't get to read this. But I want to talk to him. That's all I'm asking. egie
my thoughts on relationships Friday, February 8, 2002
Question: Which do you think is more painful? Is it a break up from a relationship that … A) lasted for four years or B) lasted for only a few months? Before I reveal my answer, let me go first with Girl #1’s situation. Everybody knows how painful it is to lose someone you had shared your whole life with for four whole years. I have witnessed their sincerity to each other. They go out together, shared jokes and stories, call and text as often as possible, helping each other in time of need. Almost everything! And all of a sudden, somebody came in that sooner or later brought their relationship to its downfall. But regardless of how they broke up, they still had their last word for each other before completely parting their ways. Thank goodness their friendship is saved although they decided to cut the communication for a while. Well, just taking time to heal before they can see each other as friends. Now let me go to the second girl. From the day she and the guy met, they realized they have so many things in common. They had the same interest, likes and dislikes, and coincidentally they are… well, physically similar. Almost. (Ask me personally what I mean about the physical similarities between these two). The guy actually never courted the girl but because of their similarities, their relationship bloomed. But before they celebrated their 6th (and last) monthsary, their bonding turned very cold. They didn’t have the communication as often as it was before. And two days after their monthsary, the relationship ended. (I will not go into details on how they broke up or the reason behind). Not only their relationship had gone away but their friendship was also greatly affected. As if they haven’t known each other at all. In fact, their very last conversation was a few days before new year. Now for my answer. Well, it has to be BOTH. If you will compare the two situations, apparently Girl #1’s case is heavier. One thing good about that is her friendship with her ex is still saved, although it still doesn’t cover up the pain caused by their break up. But the doors are still open for them. A second chance may be very possible. On the other hand, Girl #2’s case may be a lighter one. But the biggest fuss about that is the guy had completely ignored her ever since they last talked. Another is that they didn’t have the chance to clear things and patch things up, just to keep their friendship somehow alive. What could have been more painful than that? Maybe for some, saving their friendship with someone they used to have a relationship with doesn’t really matter to them. They might say, “it’s just a waste of time”, or “I still have other friends who care for me more anyway”. But for some, like yours truly who strongly believes in valuing friendship, it really matters. Breaking up with someone doesn’t mean you have to cut your communication or completely ignore each other at all. And it’s not really bad if you’ll be friends again after some time. You just have to start all over again and need to treat each other in a lighter level, of course. And in your heart, you’re not keeping any hatred in that person. Maybe it is difficult from the start, but as time passes by, you might end up having no regrets in keeping the friendship with your ex. BTW, that girl #2 is…. Me! But I’m withholding the identity of girl #1. For the latest, I have no idea his whereabouts since our last talk. But I want to save our friendship. Well, while the chance is still there. Only time can tell when we can talk over, patch things up and clear everything. Hope it comes very soon. egie
another few things.... Wednesday, February 6, 2002
Two things. First, Terence texted me last night. Wala lang. Just checked if I am OK. Kasi he knows my break-up with you-know-who. It's so nice to know that he's concerned about my condition. In fact, he's one of the very few people who comforted me in my trying times. I glad I have him as a friend, and I'm glad hanggang doon lang iyon. Maybe because things might not work between us if we jump into a serious relationship. So I know we made a very good decision of staying as friends. I have no regrets, and I know siya rin. ^_^ Second. I changed the blog color. I realized na hot pink pala yung color na ginagamit ko. Thank God I found the perfect shade of purple... I think. Sana ito na nga yun. ^_^ Pati yung shade ng scrollbars binago ko to compliment with the blog. Next time, bagong layout naman. As in yung may mga images na. But not now. Medyo tinatamad pa akong gumawa eh. -_-* I also deleted an entry and inserted to another one. Sayang ang space eh. Tomorrow's my Photo 2 diagnostic exam. Gotta study ASAP! Birthday pala ng bro ko ngayon. But he's up there in heaven right now. 19 years old na sana siya ngayon. I know he's watching over me and my family... like an angel. egie
whew!!! Tuesday, February 5, 2002
Woohoo!!! Nakapag-log-in ako today! Earlier than expected. ^_^ I'm done with my debate Midterm exams. Written yun actually. And I feel so relieved since the exams are well... way too easy! ^_^ Salamat sa mga research materials ko. They've been a big help. And thanks also to my reliable three-week old compy! *pats the monitor and CPU* And oh yeah! Don't forget the phone. Kasi di ako makakapag-research online without it, di ba? *hugs the phone* Wag ka munang mawawala. I still need you. ehehehehehe. ^_^ Sa Thursday, diagnostic exam sa Photo 2. I think it's going to be easy. Kumpleto notes ko eh. I just have to scan my notes and I'm all set. Wish me luck uli. ^_^ egie
btw... Monday, February 4, 2002
Hahahaha! May imood na ang blog ko! Kala ko palpak eh. But it's cool! ^_^ I just gotta admit that I really do feel unmotivated! haaay..... BTW, exams ko nga pala. This might be my last entry for the week. Or hopefully I'll make it by Friday. Wish me luck. Dalawa lang actually ang exams ko. Buti naman.... Tapos by next week, we'll be working on our final requirements na! Particularly sa Photo 2 & our TV Prod. Yikes! Ngaragan na to! Papayat na siguro ako! Hahahahaha! ^_^ And... oi! Valentines na next week. So what else is new? Wala lang.
Sinasabi ko lang. ^_^ I don't know my plans yet. OK lang kahit wala akong
date. Hindi ko na matapos-tapos yung valentine write-up ko. Hmmm.... How
about composing a poem? Ha! Wag na! I'm a frustrated poet no! egie
just a few things.... Sunday, February 3, 2002
First, my thoughts about Valentines day will be posted here very soon. Ha! Tagal ko na ring di nakagawa ng write-up. It's about time to restore my writing power from the recycling bin. Second. I have now decided who to impersonate on our church family night (costume party kasi yun). I'll be Yukino Miyazawa! Hahahahaha! ^_^ Matagal ko na talagang hinintay ang chance na ito, and I can't afford na ma-miss ko uli ito. At saka maikli na ang hair ko kaya I can impersonate her na. The thing is... I'll distort her image if ever. Kasi slim si Yukino. Eh ako, well..... Naku po! Oo nga pala! Nobody will dress up as Arima! So I'll go to the party without a partner! Waaaahh!!!! Kainis naman! Bakit kasi naghiwalay pa kami? Why? >_< egie jan. 14-31, 2k2 ~ 4-6 weeks b4 finals!
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