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| Well for my birthday my exboyfriend took me to the Nine Inch Nails concert in Vancouver, while they were on tour. I liked NIN a lot before that, listened to a few good songs of theirs, but never understood the full concept of adoring them- until i went to that concert. Adoration isn't the right term to use.. it is almost like an obsession. I find Trent Reznor to be the most irresistable and unreachable person I have ever looked upon. The lyrics and music involved in NIN are incredible, almost to the point where i get absorbed into my own world, a peaceful world. It is artistic and fullfilling to me. I'm just getting my heart into this type of music and already the feelings and opinions i have developed are amazingly strong. In my life right now, I can not really relate but release myself into this music. One day i will understand more. |
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| ~* *~ hey pig yeah you hey pig piggy pig pig pig all of my fears came true black and blue and broken bones you left me here and im all alone my little piggy needed something nthing can stop me now causei dont care anymore nothing can stop me now cause i just dont care hey pig nothing's turning out the way i planned ehy pig there's a lot of things i hope you could help me understand what am i supposed to do lost my shit because of you nothing can stop me now cause i just dont care anymore nothing xcan stop me now ~* *~ |
| ~* *~ i hurt myself today to see if i still feel i focus on the pain the only thign thats real a needle tears a hole an old familiar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everything what have i become? my sweetest friend everyone i know goes a way in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt i wear this crown of shit upon my liars chair full of broken thoughts i cannot repair beneasth the stains of time the feelings disapear you are someone else i am still right here if i could start again a million miles away i would keep myself i would find a way ~* *~ |
| ~* *~ she shines in a world full of ugliness she matters when everything is meaningless fragile she doesn't see her beauty she tries to get away sometimes it's just that nothing seems worth saving i can't watch her slip away i won't let you fall apart she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by hoping someone will see if i could fix myself i'd- but it's too late for me i won't let you fall apart we'll find a perfect place to go wehre we can run and hide i'll build a wall adn we can keep them on the otherside ...but they keep waiting ...and picking... ...and picking... i won't let you fall apart i won't let you fall apart ~* *~ |
| ~* *~ staring at the sea will she come? is there hope for me after all is said and done anything at any price all of this for you all the spoils of a wasted life all the world has closed her eyes tired faith all worn and thin for all we could have done and all that could have been ocean pulls me close and whispers in my ear the destiny i've chose all becoming clear the currents have their say the time is drawing near washes me away makes me disapear and i descend from grace in arms of undertow i will take my place in the great below i can still feel you even so far away i can still feel you even so far away so far away ~* *~ |