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| Just letting some things fall out .. Do you ever wonder why people just can't accept what is not the same as THEM. Do you wonder if their hunger to be as different as another is driving them to the point of MADNESS & so they just condemn the difference instead of appreciating the uniqueness of it? Well, I am just sick to death of this. Who are they to say who I am and what I do is WRONG because it is not THEIR way? Can I express myself MY WAY without someone telling me I am going to Hell (been there) or that I am ruining my life? Can I have sex with whoever I damn well please without someone telling me he is not right for me or that he is just USING ME? OMG .. MAYBE I, AM USING HIM!!!!!!!! Maybe that is all I need right now? Maybe I don't want to have a relationship or get married. Maybe I just wanna get fucked! Is that SO DAMN BAD????? Keep telling me how wrong I am ... Keep telling me PORN IS BAD ... Keep telling me that the freaking missionary positions is the RIGHT WAY ... where is it going to get you (them)? YOU are ALWAYS gonna be ON THE BOTTOM!!! Sorry, I am still gonna get it the way I want it. And it is NEVER gonna be in the missionary position, unless I am just too damn tired to be ON TOP!!! (OK, all the sex stuff is a metaphor .. hope you're getting this?) When will THEY let there be calm in my life? When will they understand I will never be like them? When will they GET that my life is darker than most and so are my choices? So would be the choice of my mate. I am as creative as they get & I need someone who is willing to let that creativity be explored .. so he will be as "adventurous" as I am. My life will never be boring .. and that goes for my sex life as well. There is always another level of pleasure .. and I will be DAMNED (ok I already am) IF I WON'T FIND IT!!! <sigh> Am I done? Hmmmmmmm .. I don't know? Who I am & how I live is nobody's business but mine .. and who I love & HOW I love is just as much NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS .. stay out of my house .. my life .. MY BEDROOM unless I invite you. AND whether you get to participate or I make you stay in the corner & watch .. well, THAT IS UP TO ME. I am the ruler of ME & MINE!!!!! ~WIKEDXTREM~ |
| ~Judgement~ I have been judged for my thoughts and actions most of my life, as I'm sure most of you out there have been! I have been guilty of judgement of others in the past .. and I have learned the hard way for in doing so, you are no better than the person you look down upon. Who are we? We are not the last word! I began telling people that I am an acquired taste before getting to know me .. they laugh like it's a joke .. until they finally see what is really me! The ones who stay around and are worth a crap? They stay and enjoy the scenery .. the ones who aren't? Well, they take a hike and that's their choice! I can take 'em or leave 'em! It used to bother me very much to be misunderstood by people. I'm not entirely sure why .. it was a waste of my time on people who were ignorant! My choice of being single, never been married, no children .. that is one thing that most do not understand about me, and they can't stand it!! It has always been my choice .. I like who I've become .. I enjoy my company better than anyone I know! I am my own best friend (haha)! It doesn't mean I can't get a man, it doesn't mean I'm a lesbian, it doesn't mean I'm a man hater! When I'm horny, I find someone to fuck and people don't understand that and I am judged for that. A whore, a slut, a skank? Fuck you .. I do what I want! In a Yahoo! Club I belong to, I read a post from a brilliant, intelligent, strong woman and what she wrote, practically told my story! I am blessed to find a kindred spirit "sister" who has, and is, going through the same miserable judgement because of what we choose to be and do! Wikedxtrem .. you are one damn cool chick! Thank you for allowing me to print your post on here .. there are those that need to be enlightened! Enjoy and think about it .. do not judge those who are happy in their life, don't make others miserable just because you are! |
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