TO MY ONEESAN *poem*


                 As I stand near your grave

                 I take in the strong and sweet smell of the sea.

                 Yet this aroma is unmatched to you

                 Seven years ago the world lost an angel

                 Seven years ago I lost my angel

                 In my silence I loved

                 And now in my silence I cry for you

                 For in my silence nobody owns you but me

                 They say that the person who can stop you from crying is the person
                 that made you cry in the first place

                 Does this mean that in my heart my wails will never cease?

                 I never want anyone to see me so helpless this way I have put up a
                 barrier to block them off.

                 This is Tokiya that they have never seen…this is the real Tokiya

                 Just a human who has suffered pain beyond repair

                 It will be hard not thinking of you

                 When everything, which is pure and radiant, reminds me of you

                 I had lost hope with the world I decided never to love or trust again.

                 And I had finally given up but then……. I saw you

                 You where there standing innocently and strangely enough you don't
                 know me…..

                 But then it is not you…. Just someone who closely resembles you

                 Her existence drives me wild. Everything she does is so similar.

                 I feel that you are there…..

                 Now this pain hurting my soul has weakened.

                 My loneliness is not killing me anymore.

                 I have a reason to live on….

                 I have been given a second chance

                 And this time I swear I will protect you Oneesan.

                                                  END

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