I am such a lonely soul
14th July 1999

You'd learn something new everyday:
There are 23 hospitals in Singapore altogether.

Sudden inspirations or cravings:
go swimming

I went out with Cheryl and Wendy yesterday. It was just a normal girls' day out. Watched a movie, shopped a little and talked a lot.

We watched the local movie "The Truth About Jane And Sam". At first we were quite reluctant to watch that, cos we really didn't want to add to the stats for Fann Wong's first movie. But oh well, what the hell, there wasn't anything else to watch anyway.

The movie is actually quite forgettable, but the male lead was not. Peter Ho plays a Singaporean NUS graduate, who is a typical guai-guai boy, meaning very obedient and gentle. We were all so amazed by his sweet confessions and actions, but similarly convinced by the impossibility of finding such a good-looking guai-guai boy.

As usual, we went on to talk about guys in general. All 3 of us being single eligible hard-to-get-such-a-good-deal girls [haha], we moaned the lack of eligible guys in Singapore. I proposed the idea of online romance to them, but it wasn't really well-received. These two girls have never been very much of the IT-savvy type and they just couldn't imagine anyone falling for each other without even having come in "reality" contact before.

I too, got a little confused. Is it possible for me then? I am not adverse to the idea, having known a few people with such relationships, but I wonder if I will be able to do it. I guess I would never know until the day when I actually do get involved in one.

In fact, I'm not even sure yet if I'll ever fall in love. Perhaps I am too idealistic and rational to actually allow myself to fall in love. I do not foresee there being a single guy who will be attractive enough to have me willingly indulge myself in the frivolity and commitment. Argh. I think I need therapy.

But assuming that I am normal, my main concern now is -- where the hell are all the good guys?!

Some people say that all good guys are either married or gay. Hmm...

Here's a single, heterosexual eligible bachelar

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