030701

bitter whining

1200hr
Feeling... pissed off
Food: blueberry flavoured bread in the morn
Book: Chinese book called Cha Bei Li De hua Zhi Huan [The ring in the tea cup.] Hahaha...sounds funny when translated. I always knew I'm not effectively bilingual. Heh.
CD: soon soon...soon i will be able to play CDs..
Happiness of the day: meeting friend for lunch
Event of the week: Going back to malaysia this coming weekend - Take 2.

I couldn't renew my passport, without first taking my citizenship oath. and i cannot take my oath without first renunciating my malaysian citizenship. and i cannot renunciate my citizenship until i offically turn 21. which means i can't do anything about anything until august. until 2 weeks before i fly off. considering what a last-minute person i am, for once i'm trying to settle my stuff way before time, and yet i can't. somewhere up there, someone is mocking me. sheesh.

not to mention spending $15 pn cab fares cos the m'sia high commission was out of the way and i didn't know how to get there from the sg immigration office, and didn't know how to get back to MITA after i got snubbed by the counter lady there and only managed to beg for a checklist of things i need to renunciate my citizenship after my birthday. intensively pissed off for having to squeeze past so many people just to have someone shake her head at me and say, "why are you here, you need this this that that, how come you don't have anything. you don't know anything issit?" argh!! of course, she didn't say all that, i made half of that up. whichever half.

i bring myself back to the office, thinking at least perhaps i can get some work done then, and my morning wouldn't be a complete waste of time. and then i find my office computer dead. shit. all my files, documents that i saved on the computer will be all gone. argh!!! of course, i already printed them out, cos i have a habit of highlighting stuff when i read. but i wanted to keep a soft copy to forward to my boss when necessary. so now i'll have to go search for those same articles again. ggrrr. not to mention all the links i have accumulated on my favourites folder, where i can have some quick references whatever i am doing. luckily i saved all my website stuff on a diskette. [by the way, check this out and tell me if it's too ugly to be my journal entry format. by the way, this is just the preliminary design, it will definitely change.]

not to mention all my email accounts are once again giving me a lot of trouble. yahoo. hotmail. uiuc. argh! all of them! what the shit is wrong with my luck today?!

i'm freaking hungry. i'm waiting a call, waiting for someone to call me out for lunch....alamak...if i don't get that call soon, i'm gonna open my drawer and start eating my biscuits. and i don't want to, cos those biscuits suck. [which is why they're still in my drawer.]

i'm in a bad mood today. don't try and piss me more even more. i also just found a tear in this top i just bought. i wore it only once. washed it only once. and now there's a freaking huge tear, on the back. shit. luckily i'm wearing a blouse over this [cos it's actually a little too low cut for office], or everyone at the sg immigration office, the m'sia high commission and MITA would know my skin better than i do myself. shit.

i think i'm more grouchy now also because i'm hungry. and because my office computer, that i've grown to love so much, is gone. [i'm using the spare computer now, the keyboard is harder to type and the screen is significantly smaller. basically, i still have much to whine about.]

horrible horrible day. lucky i don't have any appointments after work today. i shall just go home and sulk. sniff.

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