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Feeling... encouraged Food: HL milk Book: HTML help books CD: my CD player shall be revived soon. i hope. Happiness of the day: went out with po chin yesterday, always enjoyable, though I was so freaking tired. Had coconut during dinner! love coconuts. yum. side note: just read from somewhere that the liquid in a young coconut [it's not called juice, right?] can substitute blood plasma. eeww, what i drank? i'm a vampire in the making. Event of the week: MITA family day tomorrow. Going with the other intern, to celebrate her last day. I was surfing the web today. Looking for new ideas about my webpage. The more I look, the more upset I feel about how shit my page looks now. Haha....freak, there're 14 year old kids doing more professional looking pages than me. buck up buck up! hah.. I came across this 20-year-old Dutch girl's page, which was all cute-sy, not quite my style, but I read on anyway. What attracted me, however was her pages about her 3-year-long long-distance relationship. Not uncommon, for people to talk about their boyfriend/girlfriend on their page, I know. What's different about this girl is, she talks not only about how wonderful he is. but also how difficult things are. and then she concludes with how things will work out, and that for people who keep their love and hearts open, long-distance relationships work too. And then, she says "I just hope that you, whoever you are, can fall in love and be happy. I really believe it is the best thing in the world." something like that. Sounds cheesy? But she sounds really sincere to me. And I suddenly feel so encouraged by what she's saying. The questions I have in my mind, are really if long-distance relationships work for me. if love is a choice. if there's any way I can find out without putting my heart out in the open. I doubt it. hmm. | |